miracles

2012-02-07T05:04:00.002+08:00

my first sem is OVER!!!

YESH YESH YESH.

well being the lazy bum i am,

im too lazy to blog about my detailed life in pengkalan chepa..

maybe next time..

currently having my sem break.

it's almost over and i realize...

1) I'm getting old (not a new thing)

2) I treasure every seconds ticking at home (more than before)

3) Try to accomplish as many things as I can at home before sem break is over

4) I love sem break cause it's the only time I don't have to study

5) I matured a little than before (I think)

6) I'm tired of people saying I look OLD (sigh.)

7) I don't want to go back for 2nd sem. (unfortunately, it's not an option)

almost everyone said they're boring at home

well just not me

i felt miserable counting the days i have to go back

to face the books that torture my poor forgetful brain.

please let everything to be

more smooth the next sem...

2012-01-03T04:19:00.004+08:00

when i worked hard for something

and the result doesn't satisfy me...

i feel disappointed and thought,

"Maybe I should take it easy. Why put all my effort and get disappointed and sad later? If I didn't work that hard at least I could blame on it later rather than moping about my own stupidity.."

i feel worse when people who didn't put more effort than me could do better.

that makes me think I'm stupid.

or maybe I am.

I just need to admit my intelligence is so limited

and I should try harder to stop comparing or

feel ~~jealousy~~ envious of other people.

It doesn't help when people get more credits than I do when I'm the one who did most of the things.

I know. Life is not fair.

I learnt that long ago..

and I still couldn't accept it.

Why is God giving me all these tests...

to prepare me for greater things?

Cause I don't think I could handle anymore

after so many years of 'training'.

Something to comfort myself,

There won't be a winner if there's no loser.

There's no success if there's no failure.

There's no happiness if there's no sadness.

There's no laughter if there's no tears.

maybe my existence is to enrich other people's life

and I'm getting sick of it.

this feeling is killing me.

and hence my new year resolution,

to be contented and more happy.

2011-12-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

most of the time i blog, it would be something sad/emo/depressing

sometimes i blame it on my month of birth - March (Pieces).

always emotional.

i felt so lost. Again.

i need some guidance.

although i kept telling myself to be happy....

i just can't.

the happiness just won't last.

i became lazy again.

started to slack off and online..

staring the laptop doing nothing.

i hope this ends soon and

starts to study. exam is on 1st Jan 2012..

what am i doing?

wake up girl...

2011-12-11T23:46:00.003+08:00

suddenly i felt my life is so fucked up

maybe it's time of the month to be emotional.

nothing is going well..

i have to tolerate with some people

which i can't understand why God is testing my patience

wherever i go. is this some kind of training or punishment?

i have my period today in the middle of the lecture..

i have my period pain

it rain till semi-flooded today (wrong timing)

i have my BioD midterm this coming Tuesday morning

i learnt that i could actually lie...well WHITE LIES.

there's no water in my hostel

i get to take my bathe at only 10+pm.

i can't wash my clothes.

and most of all......

i got a call.

to inform that Min Min my hamster escaped from house.

How?

no one knows.

how the door has gap suddenly?

maybe Min Min just wanted to get away cause he knows his time is going to be up soon.

how silly of him...

i didnt even get to see him yet

just got the news he's extremely thin and fur-less.

before this..i thought i will be fine if i ever hear this bad news..

but no..eventually my tears fell. crap.

my life is definitely messed up once again.

why? my karma?

been with us since

September 13th 2009

till December 11th 2011.

with us for 2 years 2 months and 28 days..

I'm sorry for not being the best owner.

I know you're sick.

Maybe this is the best solution for you.

I somehow hope you'll be fine.

Wherever you are now,

I hope you're happy.

If you reincarnate, I hope the best for you.

My one and only

♥ Min Min ♥

please be well..

2011-10-16T01:46:00.004+08:00

feel so useless

feel so unwanted

feel so unimportant

feel so lost

feel so purposeless in life

feel so stupid

feel like crying

feel like vanishing into thin air

used to feel people who commit suicide is so stupid

but not anymore.

i think they are brave in a way.

they might have their reasons.

i just need to sleep it off.

i think i will be fine..

2011-10-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

just felt like screaming out profanities and all the harsh words

well, the thing is i don't and i won't

yeap, bottle everything up to suffer myself ==

maybe cause i'm having flu now..

a sick me is a sensitive me = irrational me. SHIET

which means even a slight thing annoys me to death.

i really need to be alone now.

quiet and peace surrounding

where i can listen to my songs and just feel better bout everything.

i want and need some privacy time..

im so used to be alone.

UGH

be considerate please?

2011-07-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

things i couldn't control

or even imagined...

still, i have to continue.

i'm tired of thinking,

i'm just going with the flow.

whatever comes,

i will try my best to face it.

I hope God plans well for me.

life seems more like a game,

i will keep on survive.

2011-05-23T03:04:00.003+08:00

Nothing seem to go smooth for me

i may look like and sounds fine

but the truth is..

i felt hurt by a lot of things.

still i would comfort myself,

"Just ignore it.

It's not going to be for long.

Just go with the flow.

I will not lose.

Just think bout something happy.

Everything's going to be FINE.

Just live.

And see what's more to come..."

i dislike it when 'you' judge me,

because 'you' just can't see it..

2011-05-07T01:32:00.003+08:00

To break down and cry out loud
like there's no tomorrow
just the temptation of it
if i could i would.

it just happens
at times..

2011-03-03T16:00:00.002+08:00

It's not what I want now or..
what is my interest..

Why ask me what i want to study
when you already made up your mind to ask me apply government and take whatever they are giving me...
maybe I'm still immature to chase after my dream and interest.
but I just can't imagine my whole life doing something I'm not even interested in.
or stuck in Msia
Just..stop pestering me to apply everyday
or telling me how well other ppl's daughters/sons doing in university although they were reluctant to take the courses offered at first.
Stop criticizing about everything just because you are scared that I insist to take that certain course and want to go private college instead.
Stop confusing me and make me feel sick bout everything.

I couldn't help it but think it's a bit unfair in many ways
which I rather bottled everything inside me .
Why me?
When I think I'm a bit luckier than the 'others',
by the end of the day, things turn the other way round.
I'm the one who is the unluckier one.

Maybe God has great plans with my life.
HAHA.

Who am I to kid.

2011-02-17T02:22:00.002+08:00

Ok let me get this straight..
I don't mind helping
BUT PLEASE...just please stop taking advantage of it.
Just because i'm not saying anything and keeping silent,
you don't have the darn rights to go overboard.
Be considerate and reflect on what you did...
not just blame me when
I can't stand it anymore and stop lending a helping hand.
I don't care how you think bout me but
telling people lies and acting like you are the victim instead? how low
You complain like everything there is.
this thing that thing. this person that person.
but I guess you never look at yourself.
I'm so sick of all your never ending complains.
Stop complaining like you're the only one having problems.
Once or twice is enough. Deal with it.
Another thing, just admit it when you did something wrong
or when you just don't have any idea of what to do.
It's not wrong or shameful to admit it and learn.
It's so much uglier when you act like you know it all
but obviously you don't and start to blame other ppl again
when things go wrong.
All you know is the easy way out in everything.
So please take some time and reflect on yourself.
Grow up and act your age.

work is getting hectic
CS is never an easy job..
when everything is supposed to be yours to do

2011-01-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

felt guilty and sad
to the cute little kitten i saw for the first and also the last time..
you were there at the divider of the road,
so cute and tiny chasing something.
i saw from a distance and driving,
gonna pass by you
till a bike dash by..
you were shocked.
that's when you rushed back to the middle of the road,
to get back to the other side.
i hit the brake and slowed down
but i think it's too late.
all i could do is shriek a little and continued my journey
cursing the bike at the same time
hoping that you are okay and
successfully escaped to the side of the road
but no..i saw you lied there,
stoned and stiff when i'm on my way back
a part of me died a little inside.
is it me or the other car?
nonetheless, i still feel sad
you were just so young...
it makes me think about life again
how unfair, how unpredictable.
i hope you rest in peace..
reincarnate with a better life.

i dedicate this post to you,
little kitty..
forgive me.

2011-01-20T22:39:00.004+08:00

just because..

me : i want a wedding dress.
2nd sis : you need to find a groom before you wear one
me : who say so. i can wear without a groom. marry myself la.
2nd sis : if you marry yourself, you don't need a wedding dress.
me : BUT I WANT MAH!

[conversation ended as we need to order in Lohas*]

*Lohas (a beverage tea shop beside one station)
recommended. me, janice and kerping used to get addicted
when we were having our stpm.
we would buy after lunch and took to kkm to enjoy it.
although the choices are limited but nice and
the price is not that bad.
the conversation started cuz beside Lohas is a malay bridal shop(?)
so..for fun i started it.

went to check my eye power too
and get new contact lens..this time GREEN
reasons = my sis bought grey.
dont want to have the same color with her.
and since i used grey before might as well change this time.

postman to heaven.
got it at last!
♥

December 31st, 2010

2010-12-31T02:49:00.000+08:00

It's 1.15 am.
Which means it's already the last day of year 2010.
hmnnn..2010 is full of memories.
of?
Well, I get to go to Suju concert, JYJ showcase,
lots of happenings in school (both good and bad),
tuitions, co-curriculum and STPM.
Somehow, I don't really find 2010 a very pleasing year.
or maybe im not in a good mood right now

Yesterday, the same thought came to me again.
I suddenly felt so loss..
I started to wonder again who am I actually.
I felt like I'm a stranger to myself.
Like I'm trying to get to know me.
Isn't it strange that humans function with only their minds?
It scares me somehow.
It's like you are you because of your mind and not your body or anything else...but this...this mind..is not really a thing is it?
and I don't think you can control it much..

I realized I have many worries/fears too..
not that I will reveal them.
And it's hard to live for other people.
Cares too much of other people's feelings,
trying not to offence them..
taking actions that will not hurt them.
Helping them as much as I could. I really don't mind the helping part..
but sometimes,
sometimes it just hurts when I don't get back the same treatment.
Why is it everytime I have to be the one who tolerate and care for other people's feeling but not the other way round.
It would be good if it's mutual.
I know whoever reading this would think I'm finding my own skin pain or that I'm thinking too good of myself...not true!
Maybe I just hate fights. I can't stand it when people starts to argue/shouts.

Another thing learnt,

When you thought you are right,
you MIGHT NOT be right in OTHER people's POINT OF VIEW.

or rephrasing it,

Even it is wrong,
it is not wrong to that person.

It really depends on how a person look at it.
We just need to learn how to respect people's POV/decisions.
And sometimes, it is best to just keep your thoughts to yourself.

Lastly,
working in Digi for almost 2 weeks now.
Made mistakes and I feel bad *arghhh*
Explain myself I would seem like I'm giving excuses
and pushing the blame to other people.
Only solution, keep quiet and go on.

The thought of escaping alone a while is so tempting..

Life..
what is life?
no one actually understands me
not even my family.
that's weird...no?
:)

2010-08-31T02:03:00.006+08:00

Will be BACK ~~blogging~~ in
MID DECEMBER..
if i'm still alive

running out of time,
yet, im making no effort.
i pray..

2010-03-19T01:48:00.001+08:00

18th March 2010!
a day to remember!~
well..not bout my 1st sis birthday..
but
WINNING CONCERT TICKETS to
SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 2 CONCERT in MALAYSIA.
it's on 20th March 2010
well..i entered a slogan competition via AstroLife :-

"I love watching Channel [V] because..
channel [V] brings me a [V]ariety of songs from a
[V]ariety of genres with a di[V]ersity of artists. "
(20 words, 100 alphabets)

was in PA tuition when i received a message notifying i won. *smiles*
phoned my second sis to inform her since she helped me to EDIT the slogan..
and so..yea. WE WON!
never been so lucky in our lives.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

did not plan to go the concert at all
but since we won the tickets..[hope it's not a scam o.o]
and my parents agreed to let me go..
YESH!
bye bukit mertajam for two days.. [=

ps: im going with my second sis cause she wants to go for...cause she just wants to.
although she don't know any of the SUJU members! o.o

pss : *shiet..my homeworks and all the things i need to do!! MOAN!*

never been this lucky..
still i miss the FIVE of you though.

2010-03-18T02:35:00.001+08:00

i can't help it when..
my mind just decide to FLY away from time to time!
well i can say most of the time =.=
was doing a MUET comprehension yesterday and there's this article on
PROCRASTINATION BLUES
well, i cant help but smiled when i read the passage.
cause i'm certainly 'the one' who procrastinate a lot..crap!
i know how wrong and bad it is but just cant seem to shake off the habit.
well..im trying.

repent repent repent!

that's what me and janice been telling to each other.
hhahaha =.=

one week of holidays gonna end soon!
i must achieve a few things by then.
i hope and wish and hope.
gahhh...
*recollect myself*

tomorrow will always come..

2010-02-14T06:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese TIGER New Year!

scary yet handsome and cute ♥
i often claim tiger as my hubby whenever i see one on the newspaper. >:]

niway, may everyone has a great tiger year!

to make this post a bit longer..
what i got for last christmas/2009..

bottom and red presents from my second sis
and greenish wrapper from my first sis.

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notebook, pillow and magnetic dolphin from my second sis
and t-shirt from my first sis! (:
it's weird how we don't buy presents for one another bdays but christmas.

oh...not forgetting..

'Donut' from Ms. Lobhie! keke

happy valentine's?

2010-02-02T02:53:00.003+08:00

my rotting blog since school life started..hmn.
been going to school for 6days per week since school reopens
(except last week)
busy with the never-ending tuitions and the piling homework.
form 6 can be a suicide!!!
then there's this RC - Research and Coloqium added to our timetable
delaying us from going back till 2.10pm (2.30pm the first few weeks)
it's suppose for the new form six-es.
indirectly, we are the white mice. arghhhhhh
hardly have any time to study or maybe
i have time management prob? o.o
*smack self* do something before it's too late!

still, my soul wants to fly to korea.
reason?
simple...
Musical Mozart!
starring Xiah Kim Jun Su.

love this outfit. or maybe it's on him?
im not that bias am i?! :x

ALL the tickets are sold out
(for all 15 performances he's in!)
and what's worse for me..there wont be a DVD on it. aishh
im hoping for CD/audio at least..
grateful towards the fans who went and managed to record some parts.

although it would be better without all the screaming of fans.
but i don't blame them. haha
video credit: xiah-sshi

love this song! maybe because of it's lyric. or i'm bias!
credit: as tagged. audio:xiah-sshi.com

need my sleep now..
but before that, if anyone is still reading this entry or
reading this blog at all..
i need a tiny help..since CNY is coming..
PLEASE help me COLLECT the RING TABS of TIN CANS.
it's a project of Interact Club.
all the ring tabs collected will be sent to Thailand to make artificial LIMBS!
it's simple and meaningful!

and to Lobhie - Happy Belated Birthday!!
we should celebrate when im less busy (;

i cannot escape my destiny..

2010-01-05T01:08:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY of school..
quite enthusiast together with weiwen in the morning (:
well, it's first day afterall..
got a smaller class and 2 new classmates
(sundrra and lakdesh stopped f6 and go to college instead..
so it'll be 2 go and 2 come. o.o)
anyway, we got our unconfirmed timetable and
our school ends 1.25pm for today..
(didn't know my heart would jump out in a while.)

as usual after school, walked out with weiwen..
heading to our respective cars..
when we both realise that my car is parked far? o.o
BUT we remember clearly that my car is quite near to weiwen's..
as weiwen is getting ready to drive and go fetch her sis, me...walking *look* walking *look*
SHIT. WHERE IS MY CAR? *panic*
and walk back to weiwen's car telling her that my car is GONE.
both of us walk and try to search for my car.

what's in my head that time?
"i'm so dead. i LOST my DAD's CAR. his BELOVED car. and some of my things are in the car! shit shit shit. how am i gonna explain to my dad. is it this morning that someone stole the car. but i DID lock the car...right?"
lent weiwen's handphone and called my dad - voicemail
house phone - no one pick up
and lastly called my first sis...

me : "where's mom? i can't find my car. it's lost"
sis : "*laugh* i took the car la."
me : "SIAO ar u all." blablabla. ( can't remember wat i scolded. i was mad =.=)

so..my sis phoned my mom to inform her to fetch me.
sharoon's mom offered to fetch me back but
declined since my mom will be on her way..
the whole story...my sis proton car can't start in the morning - she needs to go penang for work - toyota car key is in my car peugeot (must be my dad!) - dad was angry but still brought her to take my car (with the extra car key) since my mom will be using the toyota car. and everything without informing me. JUST GREAT.
mom came to fetch me earlier it seems, but since we get to go back at only 1.25pm and she doesnt know..plus the school guard said we can go back at only 2 or 3+pm (the guard obviously don't know anything), so my mom decided to go back first.

as conclusion, i get panic and scared for NO REASON!
kfjbshkgfbsajfdlionafoi SIGH

i'm trying..

2010-01-04T01:17:00.002+08:00

5+ hours to back to school life.
i should enjoy right?
it's my FINAL year going school,
wearing uniform, going tuitions.. stress and depress
huffffff..

i will learn to detach.

2010-01-03T01:16:00.001+08:00

A Day To Remember..
29th December 2009

beside hard rock hotel..

self-timer is lurve..

before our rm75 games package
(get to lower the price from rm100 to rm75! ^^)

banana boat!

me and veen preparing for our little 'journey'

off we go...
a must play again next time (;

moon represent my heart. ♥
something veen and me made up on the sky

too bad that we didn't take any pics for our jet skiing.

♥ (^^)v

the next day, watched Avatar with my second sis at last!

jusco as always! (:
reached..went to buy tickets but written on the tv..FULL. wth
still..try our luck and ask.
thank god there's still seats left (the first 6 rows)

great movie. i give 10/10 without hesitation! ^^
would love to watch again if i have the chance. probably not..

don't let go too fast but
don't hang on too long..

2009-12-28T03:16:00.006+08:00

Merry Christmas!
i know it's over already...too soon.
still me and my both sis haven't open our presents yet
(bought for one another)
why?
hmnnn..quite busy this christmas 09
and my first sis havent even buy for my second sis yet! hufff
so we are delaying our 'opening presents' session. =.=

went out with veen and weiwen on christmas to jusco
(if i/we ever wonder in the future where that one girl named
Lobhie went to...
WE FOUGHT FOR GOOD!
haha..if that ever happens. she's just still in KL~[; )
so..cuz of me and veen failed to wake up..
we reached jusco near 2pm..
bought movie tickets and ate in Nando's..
(seriously, whenever lobhie or veen is back to penang,
i will at least go to Nando's once! o.o)
we watched...

Sherlock Holmes.
not too bad. quite funny in certain parts.
but some parts are boring to me? maybe it's just me.
bought a few stuffs before going back home. (:

i just realized school reopens next monday..
totally stoned.
no more on9-ing for hours..
which means..
no more tvxq updates everyday..
no more fb games everyday..
no more fanfictions everyday..
no more youtube-ing everyday..
no more msn-ing everyday..
S.I.G.H
add to my depression, i haven't touch any of my homework yet.
don't even start with the word STUDY with me.
way to go sueteng.

something random..

don't rainbow somehow bring hope to people?
i often get excited when i see one. (:
♥

091226.
Happy 6th Anniversary
together as FIVE,
no more, no less.
Always Keep the Faith..

2009-12-20T06:00:00.001+08:00

my december 2009 life is filled with tuitions!!
2.5hours of maths tuition 3 days of per week..
3hours of chemy tuition 2 days per week
2.5hours of pa tuition 4days straight starting of dec
2hours of bio tuition once a week
ekkk..i can't handle well to be honest.
i haven't start revising and my homework untouched o.o
wasted my holidays again?
why is my 'history' repeating itself again and again. ARGH

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okay..so i went to the 41st District Interact Conference
held in INTI Nilai, KL
with weiwen, siew yin, janice, sarah and suhsian.
it was the first time a conference is being planned/organized by interactors (between age 15 to 18 but i think mostly are form 3 and 4?) for interactors. pretty cool actually.
i mean.. hey, they are still quite young but they managed to carry out all the activities being planned for 700 interactors.
that's a big number.
can't deny there are tooo many SPEECHES. but some were interesting with humorous rotaracts and i learned a few things here and there.

on the last day, there's this Q&A session...one interactor spoke out
( i bet many interactors felt the same way) but i'm like O.O. maybe it's just me but i felt she should at least used a better tone and let the rotaract a chance to speak.

many complained bout not given much time to interact with others.
time is given actually. just need to grab it yourself.

not enough time for talentime and it's rude for the mcs to stop them?
i agreed i was disappointed and wanted to watch every performance/sketch till the end. but couldn't blame much. they were trying to follow the schedule/timetable whatever you call it. they just didnt want to end late night. shouldn't ppl respect that then? plus rule was clearly said that time given for every group is SIX minutes. why the blame and unsaticfactory?

some said the speeches are way too much but i heard 2 years back, the speeches were far more boring. means there are improvement. be grateful?

games under hot sun? i complained at the beginning too to fend off the hotness. LOL. imagine 700ppl. where on earth they could held indoor games for that. so couldn't blame much..

food was not that great but maybe the budget prob?

some rooms are air-con and some are not? urmmm..im lucky i got the air-con one. but some rooms are just without air-cons. couldn't expect them to install in every room for this conference? o.o"

just one thing im not satisfied..
using too many polystyrene foodware.
but yea. thumbs up to the organising committee.
and i found out and realises a lot of things
through the conference bout ppl.
whether i like it or not i'll have to close an eye.

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watched Princess and the Frog last wednesday
with weiwen and family after tuition in sunway carnival.

not too bad. quite funny.
a must watch for disney's fans.
i WANT to watch Avatar and coming soon Vampire's Assistant! hmnn.

lastly to end this post...

Happy Birthday
to

♥ Kim Jun Su ♥
a miracle from heaven on
December 15, 1986.

cutest kid ever ♥
hope to see ~~them~~ him smile soon!~

before you criticize/condemn others,
please look into the mirror first.
it just gets on my nerve when
someone acts just the way
that someone condemn others.

2009-12-01T04:57:00.001+08:00

MOVIE. MOVIE. MOVIE.
just love watching in the cinema with the
big screen and sound effect.
(minus some unpleasant smell sometimes)

so last week, i watched with my 1st sis
A Christmas Carol in Queensbay.

it's another good one from Disney.
i think seeing your past, present and future is
a good thing to remind you where you stand.
but my sis said it's boring! geeezzz..just not her cup of tea.

last sunday, went for movies back-to-back again with both my sis in Sunway.
first, Ninja Assasin..

whoever is a fan of Rain should really watch this movie. NICE.
though i don't like Rain much, can't deny he has nice body here..
well, he actually trained real hard for like how many monthS for this movie surviving with only steamed food! so yea, imagine how hard he survived through those months, even you don't like him much,
go watch the movie! ;)
it's quite violent with blood spurting everywhere
(looks a bit fake though)
another thing, i like the kid that acts as kid-Raizo (Rain in the movie)! he looked so familiar to me and then i realize he's
Seung Woong, who went to StarKing show as mini-jaejoong. too bad he's bald in this movie. good to see him in it though.

the movie i wanted to watch since forever...
2012

at last i watched it.
urmmm..well, im just speechless watching
how the world is going to end.
i think it will be worst if it really happens.
while watching this, i just know that..
i'm going to have lots of regrets if the world does end in 2012.
i have yet to do so many things.
so so many things...

monday. sunway. lobhie, weiwen and san.
Twilight Saga : New Moon

i dont like twilight much.
everyone who loves twilight gonna bash me now.
but seriously..i still can't accept the fact vampire under the sun and becomes shiny? SHINY?
and i dont find edward is handsome at all. :x
bella kind of used jacob...no? i feel bad for him
(and yea, he has a nice body!)
it's kind of draggy too. i was thinking when the movie is gonna end.
thankfully im sitting with weiwen. we made a few jokes througout the movie. so it was ok :p
[p/s: im watching for the sake of watching and if it's not the 3 person above...(as in lobhie, ww and san), i don't think i will watch it o.o]

between these 4 movies, i have to say
NINJA ASSASIN is the best.
maybe cuz i like actions better...
2012 is devastating!

it's December!
time to repent. UGH
tuitions are just 'pain in the neck...'

SIGHing

2009-11-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

i messed up.

darn it!

i felt so useless..

2009-11-15T00:25:00.003+08:00

one more week for school end holiday!

♥♥♥♥♥

it's sure nice to hang out with friends
especially the ones i haven't seen for some time..
<3

2009-10-16T00:07:00.003+08:00

now i know why form6 is said to be the toughest!
just like what janice said in her blog,
IT'S REAL DEPRESSING!
*sigh*
however i'm depressed till i'm numb now.
maths paper2 and PA paper1 to go..

not prepared for this exam
and last minute studying is definitely not an option anymore.

going crazy..

2009-09-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

Bad Luck
is still following me around.
depressed by many things lately
thought i would be better after the installation
but no..things just happen
would like to say SORRY to the interactors who got food poisoning after that
who would have thought it'll turn out this way.
just hope things get better soon.

tried my best

if it's meant to happen,
just have to accept it..

2009-09-20T00:21:00.002+08:00

i just want to stay home
off my handphone
and every other ways from reaching the outside world.
i just need time to be alone.
but
too bad, i need to face the reality.

im tired of many things.

sometimes..it bothers me,
why do i care so much for other people's feelings..
who actually care how i feel?

2009-09-13T23:14:00.004+08:00

the meeting with the District Governor, Mr. Leslie Salehuddin was not as i expected!
thankful that he's so friendly and a joker at the same time. ^^
my all time fav. joke..MCC - mong cha cha!~
(im sure ww, jan and cj remember MCC)
(:

thanks to weiwen, janice, cheejiang and sundrra
for coming to this meeting too.

and today..there's a new member in Tew family!
presenting..

MinMin. <3
my hamster! got from sarah and the cage from janice.
thanks again to both of them.
urmm..im clueless with naming
and my first sis with stupid names..pompom, chubby, cuckoo and some rated names. hmph.
then while talking to my second sis on the phone..suddenly i was babbling and MinMin just came into my mind. i hope this name is permanent for him. lolx
he's just so active and wouldnt let us touch/catch him ):
still cute nonetheless.. <3
shall wait KenKen (my 2nd sis's hamster) to be back next week~

just want some time to rest and
think of nothing..

2009-09-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

i got my All About Dong Bang Shin Ki 3 at last! ^^

just that the poster is missing.

wonder when it's arriving..*waiting*

i feel so lost right now. O.O
tomorrow/today will be meeting with the rotarians to
present the next year activities for interact club.
gahhh..im so nervous! quite sure im going to tremble & stutter in front while presenting
(i hope it doesnt happen ==)
im so not ready
):

hectic hectic hectic..

2009-09-08T00:37:00.001+08:00

i havent update for around 2 weeks?
been real busy and lazy..
(yea..although im busy i still have time to laze around a bit)

where should i start?
back to my hols? hmnnn
to sum up my hols, i went to penang for 3 days 2 nights with janice (her dad got free hotel stay), sarah and suh sian. main purpose..catch insects for bio project. well, the trip was overall great just that..been raining that few days. went to the beach too..then lepak around. suhsian was snapping our photos randomly and her cam phone just has to be darn fast. janice was her victim mostly. quite a lot of things happened but im too lazy to blog bout it. ^^"
(im actually waiting for janice to update her blog on this trip!)
did my homework and laze around then voila..
hols finish without me knowing. argh.
oh..and it was my first time playing snooker (in the hotel). nice!

veen was back for hols!
but i only get to hang out with her around 4 times or so?
blame the school and tuitions ):
will be waiting for lobhie and veen together back in december~

it's been forever since four of us hang out at the same time.

besides that,
been crazy with ww a few times and didnt manage to blog bout it..
so..here's what we did..

taking pic in the hotel toilet (fav place [;)
can't remember what hotel..rasa sayang? hmnnn..
we went just for the toilet after dinner with my sis and her friend.
then the toilet worker came in to check on something
in the end, due to our paiseh-ness, we gave up with this blur pic.

the ghostly us in the car!

with veen and san in swensen..

eiei..what's so interesting?!

the fakers.

hope things turn out the way i wanted...

2009-08-17T01:09:00.001+08:00

<WARNING! for the last PICTURE in this post>

the whole last week is not really a good one.
i've been cursed! nahh...just joking. or maybe? o.o
okay...

Monday - Ujian Cermin Diri
PA, Chemy and Muet. not too bad since there's not really much to read.

Tuesday - Cont. Ujian Cermin Diri
Bio and Maths. bio is only one and half chapter but im dying. i DID NOT study finish..expecting to fail. maths only 4 questions for 100 marks. so even 1 mark is so important! =.=

Wednesday - Late to School
my mom forgot to set her alarm clock. and me..i think i shut off my hp alarm without knowing. great!
i slept till 7.11am and suddenly open my eyes (miracle thing).
i was wondering why the sky is so bright and dont i need to go school?
blurly i took my hp to see the time and day. shocked..jumped out of bed and woke my mom and prepared to go school.
mom blamed it on me for sleeping late. still i dont think it's my fault cause my sleeping time is always that time.
reached school around 7.35? prefects were there waiting.
punishment = pick up rubbish.
fine.
need to fill in form to be signed by guru disiplin and my class teacher. fine.
but on the way to my class, i FELL down at the corridor (no one was around). and so..my bottle, chemy book and my file FLEW away from my hands. two teachers heard and one asked whether im ok. quickly picked up my things and said im fine.i thought i am till i felt the sting on my knee then realised my knee is scratched and bleed. SIGH. i shouldnt go to school that day!

Thursday - Tired Day
nothing much happened.

Friday - Outing
at last what planned with janice went as planned(not entirely). went to sunway to search for pen as bday present for my class teacher.
then went to pasar malam near my hse by walking from my hse. both of us were cracking jokes the whole day that i need to ask janice to stop making me laugh and vice versa cause we were tired + we have tuition at night.
after one day of walk, my injured knee is swollen and red and pain. gahhh.

Saturday - School on Weekend?!
it's a school day to replace Deepavali.

Sunday - Get to On9 at Last BUT..
at last the TM person came to fix my phone line. i was NOT ABLE to ON9 for almost one whole week? and i missed out a lot of things ==
and then..i found out

All About Dong Bang Shin Ki 3 First Press Edition is OUT for print and no longer available in yesasia!
for goodness sake, it's not even released yet? o.o
i was angry with my sis since i asked her to preorder earlier for a few times but she did not.
and look what happens now. ]:

so basically, this week is not my week.
and i have so many things i need to do that im feeling so GUILTY now.

and bout the warning for the last pic,
here it is....

my injured-ugly-ewwww-weird looking knee.
it may look disgusting but if it's on your knee, you wont feel so.
it hurts and keeps coming out liquid. just hope it wont leave scars.
*SIGHHHH*

lastly, Happy Fake Birthday to Veen on 16th Aug! (;

i want to escape this reality..

2009-07-29T03:31:00.002+08:00

someone said my blog has a lot of spider webs..*ahem*
so here's something SHORT bout what's happening to me

life is getting busier with school..
as usual..homeworks and tuitions and school activities.
and 24 hours a day is definitely NOT enough for me!
i don't even have the time to online now.
how i got outdated on my fav band and
how i miss reading fanfics..
just missing sitting in front of the com.

getting used to hsbm and my class now.
my class only has 18ppl including me so yea..
not hard to know who's present and who's not.
names are not a prob too since im the treasurer
and mostly are from cbm..

last saturday was Hari K.
what can i say, every food is darn expensive and
dont attract me much.
there's not much of variation.
and i dont quite enjoy since im in charge of the ice cream stall for interact.
but this hari k is quite boring..so it's ok.
thought of going to the ghost house but it cost rm4. *forget it*
saw jade, jorene and nisha~ it's been a while since i saw them.
conclusion, everything is just so-so. hmnn

and monday, went to cherok tok'un with
janice, jade, rusheni and suhsian.
original plan with janice - take jungle road up and come down tar road. (wont be so tiring)
last minute - tar road up, jungle road down.
after how many years, my only exercise is in front of my lovely com..
i nearly died climbing the hill..*exaggerate*
and suhsian aimed for the peak. WTH
i wanted to give up at the 3rd stage and
ask them to go on without me. keke.
but NO. they refused to let me escape! ):
so yea..im tortured till the peak.
(i could say i tortured them too since they need to wait for me. ^^")
i even found my name on the 'pondok' that i carved during form 1 for KGT that time.
we played game and losers did the punishments.

janice - tell an indian uncle that he's handsome and muscular! (i have the video. anyone interested..feel free to ask me! kekeke)
janice and me - eat biscuit together. one ppl one end. looks like we kissing it seems. (video recorded in jade's hp but not saved! wasted lo..)
rusheni - confessing her love to CJ, one of our classmate when we were in school (a success!)
jade - escaped as we couldnt think of anything and she's going back to N9 on sunday! ):
suhsian - yet to be punished. can't think of anything she's afraid of. @.@

some left out events, just hope janice will blog bout it! (;
and all the pics we took, need to steal from janice's phone soon~
i need my sleep.

i miss online-ing

2009-06-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to
my ~~EERIE~~ YOONGIE! ♥

you may be legal but don't overuse your freedom! :P
may all your dreams come true eerie ♥!
and i hope you don't hurt your leg anymore in the future~

ps: trust you for life... (^.~)/
♥

fyi...

2009-06-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday
to

♥ Park Yoo Chun ♥
a miracle from heaven on
June 4, 1986.

♥ wish him all the best!~

currently, im into their new song Stand By U.
releasing on July 1st but the PV drama ver is out! :)

this song is suitable and also a good reminder to couples.
♥

time will not stop for you...

2009-06-03T01:27:00.001+08:00

didn't update my blog for quite some time.
well, it's school life again.
the similar routines everyday..
school. tuitions. homeworks. ~~study.~~ *sigh*
i really should think at the brighter side. ==
niway, having my mid-year 2 weeks hols now!! (:
went for Angels and Demons last Sunday with my sis in Jusco.

the movie is quite good.
quite obvious who's the bad guy. should i buy the book?!
usually book ver is a lot better.
but..hmnn..$ and time *shakes head*

and then, me and ww went to Jusco again today.
we did our homework in the library..good students right?! hehe
and for our usual jusco activity = watch movie!
both of us wanted to watch Night in The Museum 2!~
we miss watching movies in cinema.

nice movie and real funny.
i like to see Owen Wilson in there. he's always making all the jokes.
and the three angels statues singing. cute. LOL
(turned out to be the Jonas brothers! NOOOOO! why them? =.=)

then, went to purnama for bio tuition and last minute, lau pan niang came and told the whole class that none of the clerks contacted the teacher. so the class was cancelled ==
just because the clerk on the afternoon shift and night shift doesnt like each other, we became the victims.
can't they be more responsible? o.o
thanks ww for fetching me back home.

*current craving and favourite:-
green tea ice cream.
(T___T)*

baby come back to me,
i'll be everything you need...

2009-05-18T01:27:00.000+08:00

met up with lobhie yesterday! (:
at last after how looooongggg...
definitely enjoyed talking to her
and sure thing..updating each other.
we went to Queensbay, BM town and then Jusco.
we were so lost and blurrr..
but it's okay..we got what we wanted!~
thanks lobhie for fetching me all over penang and
helping me getting all the school stuffs i needed. LoL
come back soon girl. ♥

we ate in Kim Gary. and i ordered the
salmon+abalone (double) cheese baked rice!
seriously, i want to go again.
and this pic is dedicated to weiwen who is a cheese lover like me too. keke

today went to GGA to celebrate our
Big Line Up got into the Malaysia's Book of Records~
helped around as usual
and the best thing..it ended quite early! ^^

in a few hours, there it goes again. SCHOOL.
another week past. another week now. another week ahead.
one month will be gone soon..months by months.
is it just me or the time pass faster when there's school? ==
hmn. seriously i dont feel HSBM is that bad.
it's normal to me. every place just has its own rules.
and there's always pros and cons.
just have to get used to it someway somehow.
so yea, im surviving with ww in different class. /e5
currently, im sitting alone but i love it. okay..maybe not love but LIKE~ :)
reason? PRIVACY!~ *evil laugh* and i could concentrate more.
so it's not a bad idea afterall...

lastly, i received my LANYARD last thursday!
i played a game in Shinki! forum and i got this lanyard as the prize.
(although not the first prize which is u-know-who single T-T)

but this lanyard is nice!
LOVING IT!~
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

embrace me,
my bed...

2009-05-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

came back from KL yesterday.
main purpose going KL earlier than my parents to fetch my sis back is
to run away from bm hill a moment and for food :x
took a bus on thursday.
to shorten things up...

i had my NATTO at last!!
but taste weird? it tasted like something burnt O.o
i don't believe it!! is this the smelly natto that everyone been saying?!
i want the REAL 100% NATTO!! :(

the jap curry rice.
not spicy and not sweet?
can't describe the taste but it's not much diff from our curry!

and the melon and green tea ice-cream!!
im craving for green tea ice cream now. hmm

from Papa's Beard. Nice.
with chocolate and vanilla fillings.

Gelato Ice-cream!
okay..me and my sis ate halfway before taking this pic. LOL

lastly, my ice lemon tea. never bored of it.

others..i didnt take any pics. :x
didnt get to meet up with lobhie and veen in KL
cause of my sis and my no sense of direction in KL~ ==

and today..went to HSBM for registration and orientation
okay..it's just boring to be in the hall.
and we dont have a class till thursday T-T
with my sleepiness..hmnn..
and going school without seeing the faces i see always is just too weird. :x
although there's quite a lot of CBM girls that went to F6.
sighh..

rotting life ended,
my freedom is slipping away...

2009-05-06T03:28:00.004+08:00

kyaaaaa...today is my first tuition after around 5 months?!
it's maths tuition with Mr. Na!
together with weiwen and rusheni.
oh god. maths make me go crazy and @@
and my brain is not functioning well. berkarat karat karat
this is just starting..hope i don't die so soon. ==

and
Tohoshinki's Japan Live Tour 2009
started on 4th May in Kobe, Japan..^^

unfortunately..junsu sprained his leg during the rehearsal
on the concert day itself.
he was on the wheelchair and
couldn't dance during the concert T-T
*sighh..*

i wish i could wipe that sadness off his face...

nonetheless, junsu still looks good and cute on the wheelchair. ^^
and if he's alone, it's a lot easier for me to get him and.... :x
he may not perform in his best self but his voice is enough for us now ♥
although i love him dancing and looking hot and sexy.. :x
hope junsu get well soon and not too upset over it
i'm anticipating for their performances with FIVE of them!
i need more HQ fancams. T-T

♥ XIAH JUNSU FIGHTING!! ♥
^^v

pics credits as tagged.

invaded my mind..

2009-05-01T04:30:00.002+08:00

finally finished Akai Ito series. ♥
seriously, I love the story line..
although as much as I didn't want to believe in fate and destiny,
it is unexplainable sometimes..
anyone reading this, if you are free, please watch it!

and the messages in every episodes...♥

God tied you and I together by your little finger with a long red string,
This bond of this destiny cannot be seen
and there is no map to you
So I will fall in love with you when I meet you.
-episode 1

What is the boundary between being friends and being lovers?
Perhaps you only find out once you've crossed it.
My love, it may have started that day.
-episode 2

Our first encounter was by chance.
Our second meeting was destiny.
If this is true,
is it also our destiny to pass each other by?
-episode 3

Why is it?
Why is it that we think it's so important
that we live without hurting anyone, I wonder?
-episode 4

You can't put your true feelings into words.
I can't express my important feelings.
If the two of us could exchange the feelings in our hearts would we see..
Would we see that destiny was on our side?
-episode 5

There's so much I want to tell you.
There's so much I want to hear.
But, if after learning everything, our love breaks..
Then, I'd rather be as I am now.
-episode 6

When I think about my friends...
When I think about the one I like...
There's something important that's always just out of sight...
Is there really anything out there I can count on?
-episode 7

I never even realized
so many people were there protecting me.
The important thing was that I
had to lose them to realize it.
-episode 8

-
-episode 9

-
-episode 10

Is everyone doing well?
-episode 11

♥

-END-

赤い糸

2009-04-27T04:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to veen's hse at night.
it was our 'last' gathering before everyone goes with their own path..
college/matric/form6/other ways of education
veen, yoong, sannie, andrea, jade, geena, rusheni, sharoon, rosshini, ju, ww and me. (did i left anyone out?! :x)
it was nice seeing all of them again. and im not sure when's the next time i will be seeing those faces!!
(urmm..i'll be seeing ww, rusheni and sharoon in f6?)
but i hope they would succeed their dreams and
i wish them all the best. (:
due to my lazyness...want pics?!
go to veen's blog! (im advertising for you veen. =p)

today went out with shu ting after how many months i didnt see her
met her in jusco and got back my autograph book.
ate lunch in secret recipe and
kind of update each other what's happening..
then walk around..till 3.30 she went back.
i rushed to buy movie tickets to watch with my sis
and bought some stuff i needed.
when my sis arrived, we went to autocity for Subway.
kind of crazy but we were craving for it.
then went back to jusco..loitering around cause the movie is at 7pm.
we watched....

Akai Ito @ Threads of Destiny.

i was really excited to watch this movie since i saw the advertisement in Astro.
i thought it was showing in Astro?! no? @.@
so i was shocked when i saw it's airing in cinema. and whole day, 7pm is the only time available?! ^^"
i have to admit, the guy is cute! kaka..
BUT the movie is quite boring and confusing at the end..
they were not together?
they wrote TO BE CONTINUED too! *drops*
i guess there will be a second part.
and i made some research, there were series ver too with the same casts. could be watched online..will be watching soon
(when i have time!)
BUT the OST is awesome. LOVING the song.

it's by HY - 366日.
just downloaded and the piano ver. is LOVE.

Translation:
I'm fine with it

It was a love which seemed to be fine like this
Even though I knew you cant return

I wanted to be connected to you
Its the first time I had such a feeling
as time goes by we could only meet occasionally

Verbal promises were natural
Im fine with it as well...

This wish which wont come true anyway
That you will fall in love with me again
Such a transient wish of mine
I want to meet you today as well

I'm fine with it

It was a love which seemed to be fine like this
Before I knew, you even refused to meet
When Im alone I start thinking
At that time, should I had rather forgotten?
But these tears are the answer arent they?
I can't lie to my heart

Its almost scary that I can remember your smell, your action and everything.
Its weird isnt it? Please say so and laugh
Even though were seperated.
It's nothing but you

I never thought that love would be so painful, that love would be so sad.
I realized that I was serious about you.
Its almost scary that I can remember your smell, your action and everything.
Its weird isnt it? Please say so and laugh
Even though were seperated. It's nothing but you.
You are the person inside me I cant forget about. The person who offered everything
Even if you can never return anymore
Right now its only you...Just you
Nothing but you.

credit to calpisuu@Youtube for the vid and translation.

memories...

2009-04-24T23:33:00.001+08:00

went to the vet with my parents and my dog, Ah San.
cause Ah San's ears became swollen, not exactly swollen,
something like bubble?!
because the veins at his ears disconnected putus!!
at first is only one ear.
my parents didnt bother to bring him to the vet till now. ==
we have to push Ah San all the way into the car
cause he just would not budge.
in the car, he was shaking and shivering.
must be too scared. poor him T-T
then i saw Ah San's eyes watery!! omg. yea..he's crying. ):
after injection, went home and he was so glad to be back..running back to the corridor of my hse.
he was given medicines too. if his ears still like that after a few days, he need to undergo a surgery..@.@

my Ah San. (pic taken long ago)
no pics of his ears now..
hope he get well soon!

and my other dog, Ah Pui.
keke..they are brothers! ♥

will never be forgotten..

2009-04-19T06:41:00.001+08:00

loser loser loser!
yeap. i'm the big loser for tonight
want to know why?! continue to read..
(it's 5.36am and im blogging about it before i sleep!)

i went out dinner with my sis and her 4 other friends tonight in
Cia Hiang restaurant.
the highlight of dishes of the night is

the crab claypot rice!
it tastes normal though and....

"Standing Chicken"!
as you can see the fire..and later on they pour some sauce on top.

after dinner, we decided to go Autocity!
at first my sis wanted to go Sega but in the end all of us ended up in BED.
here's how i became the loser of the day started.

we drank red wine.

and we started to play UNO cards.
after first round, they came up with this..who lose need to do a dare said by the winner!
okayyy..im the FIRST to LOSE!
and they dared me to ask for a guy's number!! T-T
did i do it?! what do you guys think? im wayyy to innocent for this right?! =p
and my sis was telling me "it's ok..just go to the counter and take the name card of the guy worker!" so, i listened and walked to the counter...but there was NO name cards! yea..my sis's "GOOD IDEA"!
and my sis's friend was following me to check on me.
i wanted to ask but the 2 guy workers were kind of busy and i was asking my sis's friend if i really need to do it and HOW?!!! o.o
my sis came to the rescue at last! she went and ask one of the guy on the cashier's no. and told him that she lost a bet. the guy then gave my sis a name card. okay...terlepas aku!!

then another round. i LOSE again! *drops*
my sis's friend indirectly said "i was thinking whoever lose should dance at the corridor of BED's door". okay. NO WAY im doing that. and so finally i said and they agreed that i go and take another guy worker's no at the counter.
i walked to the counter but saw that guy missing and i was eye contact-ing my sis and her friends
HOWEVER, the guy came out of the toilet and he needed to pass me to walk to the counter.
i quickly said "excuse me. i lost a bet. can i have your number pls?!"
he just walk to the counter!! WTH. HE IGNORED ME!!! UGH
nah..just joking. he went and took a paper then wrote down his number and pass it to me. *relieved* well, i did my dare!

another round of UNO. im not the loser this time but the guy who suggested bout the dancing.
so we used back that dare!
and he seriously went and DANCE. ermm..for few seconds. 10/15s?!
we took a recording but it's too dark!
and he was soooo FUNNY!

next LOSER is ME again! T-T
haihs. this time, they gave me three options.

1) blow kisses 3 directions at the middle of BED (meaning everyone is around you)
2) talk to the same guy worker for 2 minutes
3) take the fingerprint of the same guy worker

i felt bad already for the guy and so im hesitating.
in the end, my sis came to the rescue again! LOL
she went and did the fingerprint for me. as usual, she said she lost a bet and she needs a paper and borrow his finger/hand. poor guy, didnt know what's happening and washed his hand.
then my sis just put lip gloss on his finger. the girl worker at there was looking so shocked at my sis. kaka.

next round..my SIS lose! ehe.
they dared my sis to kiss a girl and coincidentally, there was this one girl came and sell cigarettes.
but all of us dont smoke! still, in the end, my sis told the girl if she let her kiss her and my sis will buy a pack of cigarettes from her. and she agreed.
OF COURSE kiss her HAND only la. but my sis asked the girl to give the pack of cigarettes to the guy worker. yea..the same guy! so i guess it's his bad and lucky day!! lol

the last round....the LOSER is...my SIS again!
the whole night is just me and my sis la ):
they dared my sis to do catwalk and put her hands on her hair etc
OR go and tell the same worker guy that she's interested in him, what time he off work, will wait for him etc.
of course my sis refused to do and they were thinking hard.
it was nearly 12am and my mom called to rush us back.
so i suggested to my sis to do the blow 3 kisses instead.
still she refused =="
in the end, i volunteered to help my sis since she helped me twice.
i went and did the blow kisses 3 directions.
i did it as quickly as possible then rushed out from there. ehe.
but thank god not many ppl were looking.

now you know why im the LOSER. ==
totally out of luck.
and did all the crazy dares. *drops*

to end this post.
a sunset pic i took on the way to the restaurant.
it was not dark that time but i dont know why it turned out this way.

path to the shining light~

♥

keep losing is no fun..

2009-04-15T01:10:00.006+08:00

here and there..

last saturday, went to jusco to meet ww, sannie, yoongie and andrea
well, since my sis tag along, i didnt hang out much with them
reached, ate in KFC, X-meal, and i CANT handle it!
this problem is real serious. LOL
X-meal is never a burden to me..why now?!
cuz i've been having diarrhea for FEW days!!
siduhfgih;ioasdjfflsaijdknb2u3jsegyfy *curses*
after i eat, my tummy don't feel that well and i felt like vomiting.
SIGH.
after that, met up with the others for movie.
PANTAS DAN GARANG 4!! (Fast and Furious 4) ^^

well, if you ask me, i would say this movie is nice.
cuz i love sport cars and speed!
*ahem*other reason is TVXQ! - Rising Sun is in the movie! well, the rap parts and minnie shouting!*ahemahem* (:
after movie, went to the arcade to meet jade, jill and sharoon.
me and ww then went to walk around our usual places.
went back when jusco is closing!

SIGH.
these past few days, im too sad.
my fooooooooood.
i want back my appetite! i want back my food! ehehe
so, i cant stand it anymore but went to see the doc at last.
yea..it took me long enough to see a doc!

Loya, Kar, Cirit, Wind and Antibiotik! T-T
and the medicine make me feel weak and sleepy! ughh.
haihhh..

and today, 14th April is Black Day!~
if any of you who don't know what is Black Day..here's Wikipedia explanation,

"Black Day (April 14) is a South Korean informal tradition for SINGLE people to get together and eat Jajangmyeon (noodles with black sauce), sometimes a white sauce is mixed for those who did not celebrate White Day.

The idea is that those who did not give or receive gifts on Valentine's Day (February 14) or White Day (March 14) can get together and eat Jajangmyeon, white Korean noodles with black bean sauce (hence the name), to commiserate their singledom."

Jajangmyeon!
Lobhie, i guess i will never get to celebrate Black Day with you till the day i die! :P

what else...
the connection these days is real BAD!
my youtube is slow like hell and my downloads too.
Tohoshinki's new album "The Secret Code" is out and im loving the song TAXI.
their "Share The World" PV is out..not really a great PV but
i love the starting where all the members walk to the camera!
the cameraman is lucky!!

i want to meet siao po soon. yea you Veitchia Merilli!
i want weiwen to blog! her blog is dying. berkulat! e5
i want to see lobhie's bayang in MSN! :P

crapping much? :)

im gonna catch you soon..
FOOD!

2009-04-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

im one lazy blogger! :p
still, i think i should blog before i forget everything..
so once again..here goes,

Cambodia + Vietnam trip
[March 22 - March 28, 2009]
(photographs by sueteng)

22nd March, Sunday
took an early plane from Penang to KL with my parents and my father's two other friends (one is the uncle that is in charge of this trip). then from KL to Phnom Penh, Cambodia. once reached, straight to hotel, Royal Palace but the guy took us to the wrong hotel, something Royal, which is beside the beach (somewhat) with flags along the road and look what flag i spotted!

MALAYSIA ~~TAK~~ BOLEH!! :x

Korea and Japan ♥

Royal Palace Hotel..
beside the road and it's just an okok hotel.
we slept till evening.
then me and my parents took a 'tut-tut' car (the one where motorcycle with passengers behind)
to Casino there.

the casino pic which i took on the way back in the tut-tut car

this is actually taken inside the casino..
the clouds and trees look too real

they even have a self-played piano there.

after that we had dinner in...

Sorya Supermarket.

the building..it is considered as the most famous one there but seriously,
it's worse than our jusco :x
we really should be thankful!
after that, we went back to hotel..
is my trip weird? yea..definitely..
the real thing didnt start yet..
continue to read for more..LoL

23rd March, Monday
had breakfast in hotel and went to have a walk in their market..
it is so hard to buy anything when communication break down.
nothing special bout the market and it's quite dirty and
they sell the same thing at the same place ==
if you see one shop sell sugar-canes,
then u can see a few shops next to it selling sugar-canes.
we went back to hotel and watch tv until around afternoon..
the others that are joining us in this trip arrived!
(yea..they came one day later than us)
NINE of them which are all guys/uncles and penang ppl too.
so that means me and my mom is the only girl in this tour.
~~and im the one and only teenage girl!! T_T~~
we began our journey to Siem Riep with a van for FIVE hours!
hmnn..the uncles are really funny and the crappiest group i've ever seen.
whatever they talk, they make it into a joke.
they even talk dirty!! gaahhh..sigh.
on the way, we stopped at a somewhat rest place
we saw ppl selling fruits, breads and...

SPIDERS! okay..i dont know how they cook it till it became black.
didnt get the chance to taste it.

and cengkerik! urmm..is it called cengkerik (crickets)?!
whatever it is, i ate one of those.
well, it look ewww and disgusting and just ewwww..
but i wanted to try.
it's crispy and doesnt have much taste..
seriously..it's not that bad! (:
we stopped at Arunras Restaurant to have a short break too.
as usual..i spot flags again!

reached Siem Riep, we went for dinner straight in Angkor Amazon.
buffet style..their food is more like chinese food.
and there's traditional dance performance..

the dance performance.
my camera just dont work well during the night..
blur blur blur..anyone any advise for me to take a un-blur pics at nite?!

after that, head to Monarch Angkor Hotel for the night.

i took these pics on the next day when we leave.
i just smile when i saw the bathroom cause of...

the dolphin-printed shower curtain.
just remind me of someone so much. ^^

24th March, Tuesday
breakfast and met with our tour guide of the day, Xiao Xie.
our purpose, Angkor Wat!!
ermmm..there's 292 temples altogether but we only went to the main ones.
~~for history, pls search wikipedia! lolz~~

just love the view
but yea..it's so HOT there.

the libraby if im not mistaken.

like the reflection..

this is where the king pray last time and
it's hard to get up cause the stairs are not even 45degree
usually visitors would go up with all fours
but it's closed now for construction..
didnt have the chance to go up!

another view of it.

one of the statue that they pray..
a LOT in there

this couple came to take photos for their Wedding!

this is the "warriors" statues side
the "demon/bad guys" statues side couldnt take the pics
cuz i took this pic in the van facing the "warriors"

group pic at the Bayon Temple~

yesh! SNOW!!
nahh..it's just cotton tree (:

there're many stone faces.
this one is the most famous with the widest smile!

the uniqueness here is most of the trees grow on the roofs/building

my parents!

the movie Tomb Rider took place around here..

i just love the sky.. ^^

after that, we went for lunch and back to hotel to pack.
took the same van back to Phnom Penh..
yeap, another 5 hours ride!
reached Phnom Penh, dinner and back to the same hotel, Royal Palace.
i got to know that the citizens there earn a little.
for a police is only around 30USD. and so they makan duit kopi too.
waiting accident to oocur so they could get a few more USD.
as for teacher...he/she brings sweets to school to sell to their students.
if the student didn't buy, the student wont pass his/her exam!
omg..that is so wrong..sigh!
be grateful malaysians! LOL

25th March, Wednesday
new tour guide, Xiao Xiong (Xiao is just a word they like to put in front of their names)
first destination is the palace..
i think partly of the palace is opened for tourists.

no idea what tree/flower is this!

my parents.
background : Victory gate - where all the soldiers use when they won a battle..
if they lose, they use another gate.

made of GOLD!

this is what the servants wear..
one day one colour.

the previous king and our Tun Abdul Rahman!~

the king (his father behind).
he's around 55 years old and not married yet!
reason? no one knows the truth..

after that, we went to a museum with all the statues
of vishnu, brahma, siva etc and also some from angkor wat itself.

the museum..

only these 3 pics i took outside of the museum
not allowed to take pics inside..

later..went to a temple.

it's weird but i only have these 2 pics ^^"

it's a gigantic clock..
dont ask me how it actually function!

had lunch in Tonle Bassac restaurant.
and after that, went to Toul Sleng Genocide Museum
(google it cause it's interesting but gruesome!)
it was actually a school but after that, it is used as a place
for prisoners and tortures to take place!

Pol Pot. he was the 'ketua'

this guy is the 'pembantu'/right-hand guy

i dont know who this artist is but he's one of the victim.

the victim's grave and the explanation board..

the bed and the box thingy is their 'toilet'
this is in building A.

this is sick!

the pile of victims' clothes..

lots of victims' pics

building B.
to prevent the victims who cant stand the torture and jump down from the building to commit suicide, dense barbed wire was used to surround the building..

the cells..

these were used to chain the victims' legs..
just like the pic below..chaining the children legs
they must not produce any sound or they will be beaten/tortured.

the tools/weapons used for torturing.

this guy was one of the victim who survived and
painted a pic of himself and also what he saw (pics below)

the 'bed' used to torture..

next, we went to walk at a market..
the market was big and inside were like an oven!
things are just sssoooo expensive.. =.=
went to Sorya Supermarket again before went back to hotel..
at night dinner in a normal restaurant.
and so..Cambodia is not too bad.
but their traffic, you would not understand..
they basically avoid each other on the road while driving.
if we malaysians drive there..
i think we would bang a lot of innocent souls there..
and there's a lot of motorcycles but they dont wear helmets!
they love to go around the city with their bike at night too..
it's some sort of their entertainment.

26th March, Thursday
after breakfast, we went to the bus station.
we took a bus to Saigon/Ho Chi Minh city, Vietnam, which is
a SIX hours ride! ):
(i slept most of the time anyway. ehe)
reached, took our in-charged Happy Tour Travel Agency
mini bus to ARC-EN-CIEL Hotel with tour guide, Bruce.
(wait..isnt there a jap boyband with the name Larc-en-ciel?)
did not do anything for the whole day till night.
dinner in a cruise.
some pics i took during the cruise. (as usual my cam s**ks)

27th March, Friday
went to Chu Chi Tunnel.
it's a tunnel dug out by hand by the viatnamese
during the struggle against the colonial power.
it's about 200km long. O.O

they got in with just this size of hole..

it's just the right size to go in.
(altho it dont look like you could actually fit in)

just amazing~ cant even spot it.
and for woman..the size is half of the guy's
and babies..the size is even smaller!

belonged to the US..

the traps..

door traps.

wax ppl showing that they reused the bomb

various sizes of bombs

and there's a shooting field..
had to buy the bullets.

i went in this tunnel!! well, its not the real one..
but u still have to duck walk inside it.
(the real one, u need to actually crawl on all four!)
and dark at certain part cuz no light!
good experience and all i can say,
they are very smart building the traps and tunnel.

after that went to War Remnants Museum
well..everything is just too cruel that i didnt snap much pics.
(i cant stand the cruelty so no such pics)

as you can see..put ur head there, the hole..
CHOP and ur body will fall to the box at the side.

next, to the....

they are using egg shells..

woww..

i like this personally
and my dad said i like it cause the girl's nose is
just like mine! PENYEK~ =.="

as usual..everything is just so expensive.

next..we pass the Notre Dam Cathedral.

i love this pic (:

opposite it is the Centre Post Office.
well, it's a post office and became a tourists place.

for international calls etc..

from outside.

we didnt get to go in the Reunification Palace but
stopped to take a pic. i was too lazy to get down the bus so yea....

then went to another famous big market.
most of the stalls sell the same thing.
and for non-shopper like my parents,
we walk a while and just wait there for the rest ==

this kid cheated my dad. :x
my dad refused but he insisted and took my dad's shoes and polish.
he said for USD1 but after he finished he said USD8/9 =="
but my dad just gave him USD3 in the end.

that's the end of the day.
dinner and went back to hotel.
Vietnam is very similar to Cambodia.
you just have to close your eyes and
raise your hands while crossing the road.
but they look more like chinese compared to
cambodians (looks like malay).
and there's KBS channel in Cambodia and Vietnam.
so i was watching Boys over Flowers and Music Bank there. LoLz

28th March, Saturday
planned to go China Town but did not have time
went straight to airport and take a flight back to KL then Penang.

took these pics in the plane..

reached home, unpacked, bath and
miss su & her bro came to fetch me to her hse..
reason..to help her mom cause her mom needs to cook for the temple the next day.
i wanted to go pray again at the temple for some reason
and so i volunteered to help (:
well, i did not help a lot except cutting/slicing (or whatever you call) the veggies etc.
around 10, we went to the temple in penang. prayed.
went back to ww hse..help around again till 2am.
then went into the room..talked to ww till nearly 3am then sleep!
BUT i woke up at 5am to watch AEC, TVXQ! TV special ^^"
(ww didnt notice i woke up but i told her beforehand that i wanted to watch and she taught me how to on the tv etc)
well, im just curious but after watching i realised i watched before online...
didnt bother but continued to watch till 6am.
ww's mom did not sleep that night..too busy and she caught me watching!
i bet her mom must be thinking im crazy or sumthing~ T-T
after watching, i asked her mom if she needed any help but she don't.
after talking a while, i went back to sleep! :x

29th March, Sunday
woke up 8sumthing.
helped around again then went to the temple in penang..
after that, went to AC Oldtown.
then back to ww hse.
we watched The City of Ember!
ermm..the movie was not bad but im not satisfied with the ending!!
watched a few short ghost stories till my parents came to fetch me.
went to the airport again to fetch my 1st sis who went for a short trip to KL&Melaka.
dinner in look yuen and back home!
Home Sweet Home~ (:

ps : more Cambodia+Vietnam pics in Facebook SOON!
pss: i hate hot countries cuz all my pimples will pop out! ==
psss: some of the pics are taken in a rush so...yeah + my skill cacat.
pssss: i hate this post..took me such a long time!

♥

memories...

2009-03-22T02:05:00.000+08:00

19th March 2009
went out with lobhie, veen and weiwen to sunway~
thanks veen for fetching us
ate in noodle station
and watched Race to The Witch Mountain!

highly recommended. it's NICE.
after that went to arcade..played bumper car
(lobhie kept bumping my car but i balas dendam b4 it's over! keke)
played shooting and car racing too..
after that went to search for veen's oh-so-delicious-biscuits! XD
a day full of craps and fun..
we got sesat-ed on the way back where we wasted rm1 tol money!
well, at least we got our way back..
after that, went to lobhie house till 8pm (talking and crapping)
and balik rumah~

21st March 2009
went to cut my hair..
hmnn...it's shorter now, layered and got my fringe back!
my head feels so light now~ ^^
kind of satisfied with it. (:

at night went to dinner with my mom, sis, two aunty and cousin sis.
after dinner, went to auto city..
walk walk and then to oldtown to yam cha.

and im going to Cambodia + Vietnam in a few more hours!!
~~that's the reason why this post sounded so rush~ :x~~
i need sleeeeeep~ *Zzzzzzz*
will be back on 28th March 09!
chaoz.

crushes are meant to be remembered..
or be forgotten?

2009-03-19T00:13:00.004+08:00

im lazy to update!!
but well, for memory sake..
here it goes,

13th March 2009
went to penang, GGA
once reached, went to take t shirts for the event
Big Line Up the next day
then the lorry man came to take mineral water bottles to st. xavier field where the event took place the next day..
i carried 110 cartons of mineral water to be passed to the lorry man!
okay..i PASSED the cartons of water BUT seriously..
by the last tens cartons, my arms barely could lift the cartons! T_T
reached st. xavier field, again unload the cartons of mineral water but not me alone this time..thank god.
when everything done, darn tired!
*skip unimportant part*
when its time to go back GGA (sat pn chan's car),
pn chan decided to bring us together for dinner cuz the road was jam and she didnt want to be late for her dinner with Dr. Therdchai and the others in penang club.
me and weiwen couldnt join them upstairs
cause we were wearing SHORTS that time ==
need to be formal.
so, we ate downstair~
quite paiseh to order since the bill will be under girlguides association (i suppose)
and we cant pay unless we are a member penang club.
but in the end, ordered. (cant stand it anymore!)

the ~~romantic~~ beautiful view~ love the beach!

my chocoloate milk shake and ww's strawberry milk shake..

my chicken mornay! was attracted because of the CHEESE..

ww's chicken cordon bleu~

after we ate..
we sat at the lobby for one to two hours waiting for pn chan
was so tired and sleepy (slept for 3-4 hours the night b4)
at last pn chan came down with the others
and we were hoping to go back.
but no T-T they wanted to listen songs and dance?
ok..thought we need to wait again..
but thanks to krystle..she and her bf came to fetch us back (:
reached GGA, bath..took/preapre the helmets for cycling the next day..check every bicycles..lower the bicycles sits..tie flags at bicycle..pump bicycles and repair my bicycle which decided to "spoil" at last minute ==" (thanks ww for her skill baiki bicycle)
we got to sleep only at 1am!
so glad to lay down and get some sleep.

14th March 2009
woke up 5.30am
prepare and waited for the other cyclists.
cycled to convent green lane.
waited for arrival of Datin Seri Dato' Su Hashim,
Datin Zalilah and Datin Seri Jeanne Abdullah.
and then..started our 8km cycling to st. xavier field~
but need to cycle behind the band frm jln sultan ahmad shah!
so slow and was having hard time to balance my bicycle ==
once reached..stand there for other agenda
sang some guides songs.
finished around 10 sumthing..

the torch..

all the guides..

the band..

the dancers with umbrellas from heng ee schul..

and budak bodohs after cycling...

me and pei pei

weiwen and me.

thanks to krystle again for fetching us back to GGA after the lorry man took all the bicycles back to GGA..
stop in a shop to buy lunch
reached GGA, bath..had lunch and ww decided to sleep ==
me and jocelyn (she followed us after the big line up) were talking and fan-girling about kpop the whole time (since in the car) till ww woke up and we prepared to go youth park
to help around for Relay for Life.
our shift was supposed to be on the next day but since there was not enough ppl, we went to help.
from taking ice to selling food to taking food (far distance)...
just helping around.
got rm10 coupon free and so we bought dinner before we went back.
reached GGA, rushed to bath then eat and lied down
felt my feet was flat and little painful.
was really tired after whole day busy with this and that.
craps a while before we sleep... (:
and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JOCELYN~~
^^
felt sorry that she has to spend her bday with us
and she's having piano theory on monday! o.o

15th March 2009
pei pei came and fetched us to youth park
yoongsze, huisan and andrea came to help too
we collected rubbish, carried things from here to there etc etc
went back to GGA around 12 when everything ended.
waited for my dad till 1.
drop ys, hs, and andrea in ys hse..
and went back home!!
♥my home♥
♥my bed♥
♥my com♥

Relay for Life 2009~
full of purple..my fav.

rainbow~
i realized i haven't seen a rainbow for years.
i hope to see one soon.. ♥

i learnt a lot of things and
gained a lot of experienced in these three days (:

17th March 2009
went to veen's hse
sembang sembang
lunch in oldtown
went back to her hse
sembang again
critisize the gingerbread man me and ww bought for her..
seriously, veen has a weird taste!! kakaka

@.@

rainbow, sunset and sunrise..

2009-03-13T05:25:00.002+08:00

SPM Result
one word..GRATEFUL
i didnt sleep the whole night worrying bout it
went to school..scared nervous everything jumbled.
me and ww were the first to approach ms ooi
after ww took, i quickly signed and took my result.
shove to my dad. imagine that.
darn scared to look at the result.
see see...count count...3A1 3A2 4B3!
well, its not a result to be proud of but
im really grateful/thankful enough to god.
cause i've been expecting far worse than that
with all the LAST minute studying and
believe it or not, most subjects..
i DID NOT finish quite a lot of questions!
so, im satisfied with my result.
other than that, im thankful that my parents especially my dad accepted my results and didnt scold me at all. cheerful instead O.O
maybe cuz i told him not to put high hope and i promised him to get a better result in f6
(can i do it? i don't know)
it's good to hear most of my friends got good results
and congrats to them (;
to those who didnt do well, i hope they would get over it
and look forward!
it's not the end of the day~
there's a long road ahead!!

be satisfied and greedy no more..

2009-03-12T05:15:00.001+08:00

5 more hours..
im getting more nervous as each minute passes
quite sure that my result would be bad.
i knew i messed up my spm
but deep inside my heart,
i still hope my result will not be that bad! *praying*

really hope no one would ask what i've got.
i don't think i could handle it.

so EMO now!!
arghh.

i could only look forward,
there's no turning back now..
fated or not,
i ~~have~~ need to face it..

2009-03-10T03:48:00.004+08:00

9th March 2009

Happy 18th Birthday

to

Cheryl Teh Veen Chea!

the one and only psycho girl~
may all her dreams come true and
~~craziness~~ happiness with her always! ;)

is it fated?...

2009-03-06T03:48:00.000+08:00

March 4, 2009

My Birthday! (:
am i hyper?!!!
nahhh..i'm not.
cuz i don't exactly celebrate my birthday.
it's just like another normal day to me :x
went for bbq steamboat with weiwen and juliet for lunch.
then rush back for piano lesson~
actually was suppose to go to jusco but i have piano lesson.
so the bbq steamboat is a last minute plan. quite.
thanks ju for fetching us.
three of us were the only customers.
imagine that. o.o
and ww joked that she reserved the whole restaurant. lolx
after eat, cut cake..
the funny part, it's my bday..but ju open present?!
WHY?!..cuz we didnt get to celebrate her bday and so
we gave her a present this outing. ^^
*no pics due to our laziness*

dinner with my mum since my dad is outstation.
1st sis work..2nd sis in KL.
so have to be 'anak baik'..teman my mum! *angel*
overall, everything is just good.

just wanna say thanks to everyone who wished me in
facebook, msged me, blog, friendster, msn and also called me!
Thanks!
and my dear vassanty who pranked me!

To end this post,
although it's over..
just wanna say,
Happy Birthday
to

♥ Kim Jae Joong ♥
a miracle from heaven on
February 4, 1986.
(the birthdate is confirmed by his biological mom)
but with January 26, 1986 as his birthdate too!

♥ Jung Yun Ho ♥

a miracle from heaven on
February 6, 1986.

♥ Shim Chang Min ♥
a miracle from heaven on
February 18, 1988.

so far, these are their baby pics that i have!
jae's birthdate is 4 and so is mine!! yoochun's too~
happy coincidence? (:

so, who's the cutest baby for you?!
^^

another year, another 'fairytale'...

2009-03-01T03:15:00.002+08:00

28th Feb 2009
guess bout my luck today!
continue reading if you want to know..

well..around 11.30, weiwen msged me bout going to
education fair together.
i got no transport so i thought i wont be going ed..
*cough.still sleeping.cough..that time..cough*
but the kind girl and her bro offered to come my hse and fetch me!
so ok la..that time 12.30.
faster wake up, bath, eat and get ready.

the bridge was sooooo jam..
reach reach..saw my PRIMARY sir, Mr Cheah!!
omg. totally shocked but went to say hi.
surprisingly he remembered me
even though he didnt see me for 5+ years.
so i guess my face did not change O.O (shud i be happy or sad?!)
then went walking around..taking brochures and
asking a few questions.

when we decided to go back..we were standing at the entrance,
looking at one particular booth where u could
spin the wheel and win sumthing
but of course u need to buy the Star newspaper which has a form inside to be able to spin that thingy. the prizes are
towel, goodies, iPod, tumbler, pendrive...and so on.
they stick a paper stating wat prize under each number
(no 1-5 and a star)
what you shud noe is no1 prize and
no3 prize are (u will noe y soon)
no1 prize is towel (tats y the wheel has no1 the most) and
no3 is iPod!
we were watching that time..
weiwen was thinking and saying,
"shud i buy? but i got the Star newspaper at home ad!"
and me...i was hesitating beside her!
after a few minutes we standing there, ww decided to buy the Star..
so i aso try my luck la..not putting much hope since luck is never on my side.
when we were filling the form,
ww is shouting beside me saying
she will be getting the iPod..the iPod is waiting for her etc
she's positive girl all along..
then her bro telling us no3 prize is no more iPod.
they changed to sim pack (hp sim card)
disappointed!
ww spin first and she got no1..was suppose to be towel but i think out of stock.
instead she got this..

wat is this called ed? *memory loss*
its the papers where u wrote and stick it on ur book/paper etc
its way better than the towel. useful too.
lucky girl!!

and then my turn..guess what number i got
yea..NUMBER 3!!! O.O
%$@%$&^(7U&^^%#%$
omg. im lucky but yet not!! ):
wth...on the spot i turn behind and look at ww telling her "iPod weiiiiiiiiii!!!"
just like that..i lost my chance having an iPod! T___________T
if i just buy and spin a few minutes earlier!!
the iPod would be mine mine MINE!!
sighh..that's how my luck is.

the sim pack.
so now i have a 013 number..
but not using yet.
can u spot the number? lolx
so many FOOOUUURRRR...
i shud be satisfied since i only spent rm1.50 for Star newspaper with free Galaxie and i got this sim pack BUT
i've been moaning bout my un-reach-able iPod since then.. T__T

next, we went to QB to eat..

this ice peach tea which i ordered is bottomless
ww kept asking the waitress to refill for 3 times = 4 cups! kaka
they even state it on the receipt how many times we refilled it! o.O
(no food pics :x)

on the way back..jam on the bridge again.
went to ww hse first.
then guess what!
she FETCH me back!!
with her bro beside her of course. hahax

ermm..too dark. its ww driving~
her driving is not bad la..
its not dangerous.
honestly, i dont feel scared sitting her car.
maybe im a new driver too! ^^"
and we both know what we shud do and shudnt when driving
just that the more experience drivers thought we are still new and not confident sitting our cars.
reached home safely!
tomolo will be another day out with ww to penang for guides meeting again.
till then.
chaoz.

oh..wait
Happy Birthday to Yvette!
may all your wishes come true~
;)

it happen to be my first sis chinese bday too.
Happy Birthday to her.

luck is never on my side..

2009-02-27T05:42:00.000+08:00

My Rotting Life..
nope..im not bored of it.
im loving it =)

since two days ago, i've been crazy over.....
yeah..my darlings and also korean songs.

TVXQ!'s concert in Korea is just over not long.
and i heard rumours they are coming to Msia for concert too! ^^
true or not..time will tell!
their Survivor mv is out!!
it's gonna be their 26th Japanese single.

if anyone ask me how's the song, i would only say it's nice!
im BIAS! :P
and i totally love them in the black outfits. ♥♥♥

a few nights ago, asyikin msged me telling me that she's watching TVXQ! on tv.
i msged her asking what where how?!!
and she didnt reply me for quite long and then called me instead.
she was telling me it's a Thai channel and she's watching in her asrama.
it seems their place is near thailand so they could receive thai channels!!
she was making me jealous telling me it's
SM TOWN Live 09 in Bangkok!
and there's TVXQ! and Suju she's watching. Urghh
the worse thing..she don't even like any of them but just see see to cuci mata and purposely decided to tell me.
she was laughing all the way as i was scolding her! T__T
BUT the lucky part..some kind soul uploaded it on youtube! (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bABRab0nF4M&feature=channel_page

totally worth watching if you are a fan of SM TOWN.
being me..i only watch TVXQ!, Super Junior and SHInee~
they were great, awesome, fantastic!! keke
and the girls groups..ermm..*happilyskipthegirlssingingparts*

then..when i was watching Asian Takeaway on MTV (astro)
i saw two videos..
a fan of Dennis Oh and Han Ga In would probably know this..

SG Wannabe ft Kim Jong Kook - Only Wind Only Wind

meaningful song and nice mv.
Dennis Oh is handsome isnt he? hahax
i knew him from Sweet Spy drama and yea..was crazy bout him when i watch to cuci mata :x
i love his tattoo at his shoulder back! suits him..
Han Ga In is already married to an actor.
(she is the girl that changminnie likes too!)
the ending of this mv is sad BUT here's the 2nd part,

Lim Chang Kyu - New Shoes

this ending is worse than the 1st one. =.="
nice song..been trying to find the translation but to no avail.
these two songs should be quite old that i need to request in a forum to get the mp3 of the songs.

other songs that i have downloaded..
(i know its wrong downloading but i dont have that much money to buy all albums/singles =.=)

1) FT Island mini album - Jump Up

i like their songs but if u ask me more about them..
i wont know a thing :x
their songs just suit my taste and i like Bad Women in this mini album..

2) Kim Bum Soo - A Story Sadder Than Sadness (love the title)
it's an ost for upcoming drama/movie? staring kwon sang woo
just the title you know it's a sad song ;)

3) Typhoon ft Solbi - Memory of Love

4) Big Mama - Give Up

5) Rumble Fish - Rain and You

Any songs recommendation anyone? (:

music is my everything..

2009-02-23T03:45:00.002+08:00

20th Feb 2009
well..went to to penang and stay at GGA one night
thanks to weiwen's parents for fetching us there
we reached around 5sumthing?
got some info from pn chan and talked with ms kam for a while till she needed to attend a dinner.
that's when we both get the chance to LARI DIRI!
lolz..nahhh..we went to prangin with bus just for tomyam steamboat! :)

urgghh...feels like eating tom yam again!
we both are just too crazy for food and movies.
before we went back to GGA, ww bought a movie Penelope.
reached, online a while (yes we could) and watched the cd where the guides from Thai came that day..then we bathed.
the toilets are super cool and clean. we used the upstair toilets which we assumed are for VIPS and guiders..
we kept talking and praising the toilet when we bath. lolx.
that's just so us..talking and bathing at the same time.
after that..we heated the hokkien mee and the banana&kismis kuih to eat (was given by ms kam to us)..ate again altho we were full. didnt want to waste the food!
and we bought 100plus from the machine too with ww's coins but could only afford to buy ONE can..
we were so desperate for more
that we asked the pak cik that stayed there to change coins with us..
we changed for rm3 and wanted to buy two but we got THREE with rm3! hehe
thats becuz the first time when ww press the machine, the can drink came out
BUT i saw the light there stating rm1.50 still so i faster faster press again and the machine comes out another can!!!
was so happy and kept laughing there
tried the trick again the second time but didnt work anymore :(
well..at least we got 2 cans for rm1.50 (;
we watched Penelope with ww's dvd player till 1sumthing
i shud use ww's phrase.."nice but quite meaningless".
we slept in the office with air-con and wat happened that night..
i will not tell!!! lolx

21st Feb 2009
woke up early morning and start our duty
carry chairs...swept the road. yea..ROAD!
remove the big garbage bin *faintsfromthesmell*
rush here and there..
and finally start the Walkathon 2009!
i cycled from wisma to york road and back to wisma..
for further details..ask ww. i just followed the crowd and not knowing the route :x
cant believe i ride a bicycle after more than 10+years not riding one >.<
ended around 11..
helped around and went back
thanks to ww's parents again for fetching
reached home..rush to unpack and bath
then SLEEP! *ahhh..my lovely bed*

22nd Feb 2009
its Thinking Day!
pn chan msged and wished me early in the morning
replied back and slept again.
woke up..prepared and went out with my sis to visit
STORM!!

how could i forget him..
the alaskan malamute that stole my heart away!

look like doll?! he's 101% handsomely REAL!

hugged and kissed him!
he licked my whole face and hands >.< (not a nice pic but just to show how HUGE he is ^^)

just lovee..

eeekkk...too dark! its me and Storm.
miss him already..

i will stand by you forever...

2009-02-20T00:01:00.003+08:00

16th Feb 2009
at last see weiwen after quite long..haha
went to GGA in penang with weiwen to check bicycles for sat (walkathon)
took bus..ate in prangin..
i ordered spicy noodles and im disappointed..dont like much.
prefered weiwen's tom yam noodle!! T___T
we went to pump bicycle but it just didnt seem to work
mayb me and weiwen no skill since both of us never pump one b4!
my sis came and fetch me at nearly six
and we went to sakae sushi for dinner in QB~
me and weiwen acting like rusa masuk kampung there
cuz nvr been there b4 and too high tech for us d!! lolx
ate green tea hokkaido ice cream too!
after that went back..

18th Feb 2009
went to our second home jusco with weiwen..yea AGAIN
actually i paksa her to go with me during cny
and she kinna scold me for it (wonder if she still remember the conver in her hse..keke)
we watched Pink Panther 2!!

it was funny but i feel the first one is funnier~
i wanted to watch the curious case of benjamin button the next time
BUT jusco dont have! cis cis :(
as usual went back around 5.30.

ps: maybe i shud blame weiwen for making me a movie addict just like her!! :x

didn't have the chance...

2009-02-19T04:12:00.003+08:00

February 6, 2009 to February 14, 2009
was in china
dont mistaken it's a tour..NO
im just going back to Fujian to visit my relatives, my father's sis&family
(long story..same dad with my father)
and they live in a really kampung place..
so, no shopping no sightseeing no high class food or watsoever..
totally a havoc trip too

first day, took plane from penang to kl to china
and bus for about 10 hours to reach the hotel..
(shud took plane to Xiamen airport instead so we didnt have to take the bus..
but for the sake of saving some money.. =.=)
well, first time i sit/sleep on a bus like this..
the bus has 32 beds..yea BEDS with a PILLOW and BLANKET!
double deckers..here how it looks inside the bus..

the bed is not straight/flat..its somewhat bend as u can see..
and that's my mom~ the close up body is my dad ^^"

reached hotel around 4am

Gold Dragon Hotel.
it's 100RMB which is our RM50 per night.
(don't go this hotel..u will noe why later)

second day..went to visit relatives
nothing much..thats the day i started to sit and listen like a doll
really boring..but the weather is nice. just like in an air-con room
i normally dont wear long sleeves, just another sleeveless jacket
(is it even called a jacket? something like tat)
then..some locals will look at me one type and worse of all,
my relatives would pester me to wear another jacket..urgh
older generation speaks another language which we dont understand
while the younger generation could speak mandarin..
other than that, i notice the ppl there especially men!!!
i could say 90% or more of them SMOKE!
they would offer their friends cigarettes.
some would put at their ear and when someone offer them again,
they take it too =.=
i seriously HATE ppl smoking. maybe not hate but DISLIKE!
i even saw a small kid smoking among the kid's frends..
i felt a bit irritated and how good if i could slap him real hard on the face! lolx
besides that, most men spit their saliva everywhere!
i saw one man SPIT on the floor in the HOUSE!
with the sound "krooooooookkkk" and SPIT! ewwww..*disgusted*
and they would drive real fast and dangerously like there's no rules
and HONK non-stop. @.@
it's so hard to cross a road..
then all of them would sometimes speak so loud like they are shouting!
when they are scolding..it's even horrible~ *dropndie*
(above are what i noticed for the almost 9days in China)

third day, went back to relative hse
i was asking my dad whether he could drive the motor then take me around
he agreed and took me to my belated grandpa's hse
it was now lived by my father's cousin
my father has 4 cousins (brothers) there..all guy. and the oldest took over the hse.
before my father leave, i ask him to take a pic..
all of them were very excited to take pics like it's a big thing!

wohoo..my father looks so tall and huge! :x
there's only the oldest and the youngest cousins in this pic
by the end of the trip, he asked me to delete this pic..
keep on reading and u will noe why ;)

after that stop at the third brother..meat (pig) gerai.

him..cutting the pork meat

pork meat and pig's legs

look closely..the see thru cloth.
its a pig head!

this is their dentist clinic
and we complaining bout ours?!! eekk

after that went to visit a friend's hse..
booked a somewhat like a bus to go (since the whole family wanted to follow =.=)
the friend hse is somewhat high on the mountain..
the road to his hse is like genting road..

the view from the friend's hse

the kitchen~

the "living room"
don't be surprised! they are real weird
altho the hse has not renovated finish..they moved in to stay
its like they have money..they renovate bit by bit...

stairs to go up the hse..

their rabbits..for the purpose of selling~

the pigs...

and this are for sale too to make medicine!
dunno what is it called.
but the bugs are just...*shivers*

i even witness how they catch a pig to go slaughter (is tat the word?)
they pig rebel and made noises but well,
how could it fight with a few men..

fourth day, went to visit my grandfather's good frend..
he sells gold.

whoever hse we go..there will be tea, sunflower seed (kuaci), fruits etc
its a sure thing
and their habit..they throw their rubbish (orange skin, kuaci's shells etc) on the FLOOR! o.o
of coz this pic, all the rubbish on the table is cuz of my dad, mum and me! ^^"

then we went and bought all the things needed for prayers (pai choh sen) the next day..
(it's my father purpose to go china niway)
i think most chinese knows this..the place where all the same surname (family) go to pray at that place..

fifth day, went to market early morning and buy the remaining things/food.
after finish preparing..off we went to pray..

the place..

father praying..

all the food...

the unexpected thing happened..
everything went well untill the oldest bro (reminder : the 4 bros) arrived
thats when the havoc start.
my father's sis is not in a good term with the bros
so they were saying each other
and the next thing, they started to QUARREL! =.=
my dad, mum and me just stood there and look
since we dun understand the language..
whatever they said..i dont wish to write here..
(i was a victim tat time too!! have to listen to that oldest bro nag to me) *sigh*
all i can say..they acted so uneducated and shouting like....*speechless*
blaming each other..
but our guess...both sides aso not innocent =.=
my dad was kind of angry cuz the prayer havent end yet and they were fighting there.
it's like the moyang-moyang cant even eat in peace..
we need to pull both side so they dont fight!
so we packed soon after that and went back.

and another set of food to pray my father's sis's mom!
(yeap..different place. my father's sis hse there)

my father spent around RM1000+ for all the food
and based on my father's nephew there...that is only the medium prayer..
a huge prayer will cost around RM2000!
well..all is just lies! cuz we heard the neighbour saying there has never been as huge prayer like this all these years.
we bought 3 chickens, 3 ducks, 80 the red kuih (ang ku), meat, fish, fruits and others.. =.=
my father thought many ppl would come and eat so he didnt mind bout it
in the end..no one except us eating..
so we were like O.O
im just speechless..it's definitely true that ppl scared to go back china cuz they are real greedy!
ok..i shouldnt say bad bout them -.-
gonna stop this topic.

at night..we went to town to witness the parade for chap goh meh~
we waited for nearly 2 hours before it start..me and my mum separated with my dad
when it's starting, everyone is pushing and 2 men stand beside me nearly fight.
the amount of ppl is more than the ppl in penang altogether! (tat's wat my dad said)
my mum did bertekak with a girl cuz we cant get out of the crowd when we gave up watching cuz not interesting or nice at all..
we were stuck in the crowd till it ends @.@
my mum kept saying she will never go and watch if given money aso!
while me saying "i watch concert aso no need like that!" lolx
my dad's jacket, the zip head was pulled off cuz got stuck with an old lady's clothe =.=

the sixth day, as usual went to the kampung place
and sit and talk..last day there and im kinna glad!

the seventh day, woke up early and find for food at the morning market
went back to hotel and check out..the hotel cheated us rm50..a night's money!!
my father was angry and scolded the girl.
so now..my father is piss off with the hotel and aso the 4 bros!
took a taxi to my father's frend hse..she often came to malaysia to sell things last time..
not the greedy type..we stayed in her hse for a day..

the eight day, went to morning market
and took the bus (yeah..the sleeping one again!) back to macau airport
reach around 7sumthing the next day

the ninth day, whole day sitting plane =.=
from macau to kl to penang.

early in the morning in macau airport..

macau plane..

and our "lovely" airasia!

reached home at night~
my bed, my com, my bathroom!
all seems like heaven to me!! kaka

that's the end of my china trip.
not a fun one but it's ok..
i enjoyed the fireworks there at night..
and i saw a clothes shop withhhh...

hankyung and siwon poster! ^^

couldnt be happier..
i mean..even when i heard rainism by rain (not a fan) at a small mall,
i kept looking around finding the source~
lol..it just made me feel home.

END

oh yeah, ju's bday!! i always forget ppl's bday
and she's mad at me! hehe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JU!!
and
Happy Valentine's Day~
to everyone...

whatever it is, it happened..

2009-02-06T02:16:00.002+08:00

February 5, 2009 Thursday
went to the market with mom again..
then go pray..
once reach home is ad late so help mom to sweep the hse..
online whole day till night and then pack my luggage~
yesh..i will be going back to my hometown aka China!
will be back on ♥ Valentine's Day ♥
chaoz..

what's waiting for me?

CNY 2009~

2009-02-05T04:00:00.003+08:00

February 4th, 2009
went to jusco again! ^^"
this time is with weiwen~
well, we both ~~claimed~~ agreed that jusco is our 2nd home.
main purpose..watch movie!!
seriously there're too many movies we both wanted to watch! T____T
as usual after we stand like 87687553 minutes..we decided to watch
INKHEART~ :)

it's NICE! i recommend it..kaka
~~at least nicer than Underworld 3 :x~~
went for Laksa Shack..
then shop a while~

im not sure if any of my friends know about this..
but i seriously HATE ppl who ACCUSE me or other ppl
are they too free to do that?
making up LIES and STORIES then start telling to everyone?
or worse, BACKSTABBING their own friends
but in front faking ACTING all goody and friendly.
some acted like they know it all and ASSUMING things.
while some don't even have the rights to say the others..
but what's the reason behaving that ways..fame? pleasure? popularity? =.=
all these will only lead to misunderstandings and fights
(maybe that's the purpose those ppl act that way)
can't all just live in peace and learn to let things go?
i usually didn't bother bout all these but when it involves my close friends,
i do feel angry behalf of them!
whatever it is, i believe God is always fair to us.

think before you act, there's always karma~

CNY 2009~

2009-02-04T07:05:00.011+08:00

time for me to update
~~*nooooooooo...it will take hours T__T lazylazylazy*~~
starting...

January 26, 2009 Monday
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
the best day of chinese new year! its the first day of cny and i went to veen's hse.
we talk and crap and wait for weiwen to arrive.
nothing much to crap tho since veen came to my hse the day b4 to see me and talk since she said she DON'T really remember my face anymore!! *kicksveen*
so we watched boys over flowers in youtube a while and her ns moments till ww arrived.
we crap and took pics and watch tv. my favourite pic of the day>>>>>

pic credit to weiwen!! kakaka..(she loves veen's grandma more!)

my sis came to fetch me around 7pm to go to my sis friend's hse.
im just tagging along and im happy i did. altho i kept quiet all the time and just listen to my sis and her friends talking and joking (i did laugh at their jokes and played cards with them and surprisingly i won a lot of times..my lucky day i guess ^^) but one thing that made my day...my sis friend's dog.. alaskan malamute!!

his name is STORM..

and Storm is real huge
(just imagine his face size is just like the size of my head!!)

and i LOVE Storm!!!
(took this pic when he came near me)

Storm lives at the lorong of their hse. they build one house? ermm..i dunno what i shud call it but Storm could walk around in it and it's AIR-CON!!
such a lucky dog eh..
i was so shocked when i see Storm and yeah..kinna scared. who would not. if he jump at me i dont think i will have another chance to breathe.
but i'm relieved when i heard Storm is friendly and he dont bite/bark! such lovely dog!! ♥
i was really disappointed when i couldn't touch him as his owner didnt let him out from his hse. scared that the guests would be scared and run away.
i MISS Storm.. T__T
reached home nearly 3am..

January 27, 2009 Tuesday
escaped from balik kampung with 2nd sis!
rot at home...sleepppp
*sorry to yoongie for not replying ur msg tat afternoon..was sleeping*

January 28, 2009 Wednesday
went to weiwen hse for cny.. had steamboat~ i miss her steamboat!
well, we planned for lobhie's small bday party cuz we didnt get to celebrate with her on her bday. so i bought a cake (share with ww) and head to ww hse around 12..
talk talk juliet arrive..talk talk at last lobhie arrive!!
so glad she didnt ppk..if not im gonna kill her!! >.<
after we eat, we went back to ww's room and talk again~
then ww and ju went to prepare the cake while me distracting lobhie and talking craps.
when ww and ju came in with the cake, i love the moment!
lobhie was shocked and she screamed a bit..kaka
she even forget to blow the candles and she wants to cut the cake terus!! O.o
hope she is happy with the small bday surprise~ ^^

i chose this chocolate cake cuz i love these ladybirds! cuteee

January 29, 2009 Thursday
once again..i rot :)
online till the next morning and........
(continue below)

January 30, 2009 Friday
followed mum to pasar and lepak lepak till 9sumthing
came back home, helped mom around with chores
then cant sleep yet so watch tv and had lunch..
forgot what time i sleep that day..shud be around afternoon evening =.=
and once again, sorry to yoongie that i didnt go to her hse to "pai ni" >.<

January 31, 2009 Saturday
woke up around 10am
followed sis go out again to penang.
her kind friend fetched us ;)
not much..just went to a few of her friend hse then to the mall.
lepakkk
went home and online till the next day
(continue below)

February 1, 2009 Sunday
followed my parents and 2nd sis to breakfast then send her to bus stop..
went home then went to pasar with mum again!
after that online..till i received a sms from rude janice saying she wanna invade my hse =.=
she's been bothering me since tuesday? fine la...let her come.
ask her come asap but she said dont want..2.30 (tat time is 1.30)!
seriously she's interupting my sleeping time!! T__T
she brought sarah along and then yvette came too.
as usual..talk crap gossip go crazy.
jan and sarah went back around 5 while yvette went back around 10pm.
and so...after 24 hours i didnt have the slightest sleep,
i went to bed around 10.30pm *zzzzzzzzzzz*

February 2, 2009 Monday
normal day. help around in the afternoon and night since that night we're praying to "sky god"/"sky grandather"
my head was throbbing at night but still help around then pray..
i slept and expected someone to wake me up when the prayer is finish but no one did
so i slept till the next day..kinna regret tho that i kinna miss the praying night

February 3, 2009 Tuesday
went out with sarah. why? cuz she offered to be my driver~ hhaaha not entirely true.
but since she said she could take me out..why reject right?! ^^
went to jusco and watch Underworld 3 - Rise of The Lycans.

urm..i didnt watch the 1st and 2nd before..
i was tempted to watch when im there since i love vampires and werewolves!
but i find this a bit boring?! not that interesting and nice as i expected.. :(
after that went to sarah hse a while and to InsaDunia to eat..
was chatting with her till nearly 9.30pm and she drop me home~
thanks to her for taking me out..
slept early and woke up 5.30am
(continue next post for February 4th,2009)

ps: it is often said that pics speak a thousand words..
but i guess mine is words speak a thousand pictures?! ^^"

what's done is done..

24th Jan 2009

2009-01-25T02:37:00.003+08:00

i am still rotting at home :x
i bet everyone is bored at home already (the ones who didnt work)
and me...i really am happy and still enjoy my rotting period :)
one thing bad is that i sleep more and more and more...ehe
and i dont feel 24hours a day is enough for me =.="
so many things i didnt do yet..*sigh*
seriously i dont mind if i can rot for one whole year ^^

niway, this post is for my ~~crazy~~ good friend of 13 years!

my forever buddy..

sorry that i couldnt celebrate with you!
hope HEALTH will be always by your side.. (dont get sick again! :P)
and happiness too ;)
~~hate~~ love you~ kaka

ps : im glad you found nice/good friends in KL.. ^^
&
hope to see you soon!

i took the wrong step but i have to continue with it..

2009-01-19T02:10:00.005+08:00

18th January 2008..

the guy who changes his mind every seconds
the guy who behaves weirdly sometimes
the guy who struggled and became who he is today
the guy who loves to tease
the guy who is unpredictable
the guy who cares too much what other ppl thinks
the guy who is stingy and could be generous
the guy who loves his cars too much
the guy who thinks he's right most of the time
the guy who overly care about academic
the guy who hates tattoos and dyed hair
the guy who is knowledgeable
the guy who hates baggy pants
the guy who loves to collect stuffs such as wine
the guy who thinks himself is handsome
the guy who is protective
the guy who is quite expressionless
the guy who is good in ignoring
the guy who curses too much sometimes..
and that particular guy is someone i cherish AND love
he is..

MY DAD!!! :)

once again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

*ignore the reflection*my dad when he's around 18? ^^"
it's his bday today..
wait!! not really. his chinese birthday falls on christmas last year..
and his REAL birthday is 10th Jan
but his birth certificate wrote 18th Jan!
o.O
i guess my dad will have 3 bday.. :)
niway, we went to tambun for seafood to celebrate again his birthday~

ps: *gasp* i've listed most of my dad's bad sides :x
must not let him know! *evil smirk*

my everything

2009-01-15T01:07:00.003+08:00

okay..a short-long post.
went to jusco with weiwen around 12.
first thing, go hunt and buy movie tixs since its wednesday
which means the price is only rm5 per person (:
we were standing there for nearly 10 minutes
just to watch the movies preview and we look like mad ppl talking and laughing there
we saw the Outlander movie preview and wanted to wait for the Spirit preview but dont seem to have =.=
and we couldnt decide which to watch...
The Outlander or The Spirit or Yes Man?!
well, since The Outlander poster seems nicer than The Spirit poster which reminds me of Zorro plus im not in the mood for Yes Man..a comedy movie,
i decided to watch The Outlander! *since ww didnt want to make the decision =.=*

to be honest, the movie is not that bad..nicer than Bedtime Stories i could say.
maybe i just love that zaman they are in..kaka
the best part, less than 10 ppl were watching the movie!
there was no one in front of us..all sitting behind,
so it felt like only both of us watching in there ^^v
*the noisiest too :p*
other than that, we just lepak around...
walking the same place over and over again.
ww bought her mom a bday present and as for me,
i was too attracted to a simple ring i saw with carving "cherish" word..
first time..just see and put back..
second time..walking pass the stall, couldnt tahan..BUY! ;)
then we watched the chinese culture dance..
went back around 5.30pm.

ohh..another stunt we did in jusco,
we decided to go Padini shop to check out some clothes but
as we reached the shop..,
we just STOOD in front of the shop and STATIC looking at the shop..
and there's no one inside..
conclusion, we just look like mad ppl in jusco..
going the same shop and walking the same place over and over again.
hohoho

seriously..i hope i can go watch a movie every wednesday~
thanks to weiwen for ajak-ing me to keluar
it's nice to go out once in a while...

human never seems to be satisfied but greed for more.

here and there~

2009-01-12T05:47:00.001+08:00

i guess its time for me to update..
was lazy these pass few days *ok..i admit im lazy ALL the time ;p*
something to blog about..

2nd Jan 2009, Friday
went to penang with weiwen by bus from bm plaza..another guides meeting.
we lepak-ed in prangin to kill time since we went early..
been searching for ww's mystic knot for her mum and me, searching for waffle! sudden craving..
but eventually we failed to find both.. =.=
ww bought a purse to replace her old one.
then off we went to GGA by another bus..
around 5 sumthing, took a bus to jetty and waited a while for ferry
and then a bus to bm plaza. the whole journey back, me and weiwen were so SLEEPY!
and we concluded we need around RM7+ eveytime we travel to GGA back and forth with public transports @.@
once reach bm plaza, first thing, my waffle!! (:
then hongkong video to buy anime for my sis and a dvd for myself..
reach home around 7sumthing..tired but still online~

8th Jan 2009, Thursday
once again, went to penang to welcome guides from Thailand (Nakhon) in GGA
me and weiwen needed to wear full uniform..
and since my first sis was going penang for work, i asked her to fetch us.
we arrived early in GGA and chatted a bit before we started to help around..
we were carrying the benches, tables, fans, chairs etc from one place to another.
around 1pm, the thai guides arrived..weiwen, me and other penang guides welcomed them
and lead them to their sitting places.
seriously, communication broke down..only some of them could understand english.
all i could do is some hand gestures to show them where to go etc.
when all of them were seated, me and weiwen started to give out song booklets and the programme papers to everyone in the hall! >.<"
it was sure ackward..smiling and giving a little nod while giving out the papers to each of them..
and ms su weiwen just have to do some stunts and make me laugh! :p
thruout the programme, me and weiwen were incharge to snap pics for pn.chan
its frustrating when the pics often turned out to be blurrrr!
to make it short, everything went quite smoothly and ended with exchanging souvenirs~
as i can see, mostly thai guides are giving away their name cards and some souvenirs and while penang guides have nothing to give in return? :x
well, that was what happened to me and ww niway..
we stood there like orang bodoh and quite a number of thai guides came to give us their name cards+souvenirs..and some even took pics with us.
lesson to us since long agooo, make name cards!! for such events. LOL

the thai guides in uniform which (blue)~

the name cards/keychains/sweets i got from the thai guides..

and we even exchanged our world badge..have to admit theirs is unique~ (:
other pics are with weiwen..

we helped around after the thai guides went back..
then, changed into green t and took a bus to jetty..darn tiring and sleepy!
this time we stopped in jusco tho..since weiwen wanna avoid traffic in bm plaza
while my father wanted to buy socks..
was sitting there waiting for my family with my smelly green t and messy tied up hair (ww went back first)
family arrived, went to kenny rogers for dinner..then shop shop..
saw veen's parents..talked to her mum a while..
then go back!! took a bath and online again! *altho im darn tired* hehe
sleep around 3am..

10th Jan 2009, Saturday
me and my first sis helped my mum to fry "suuku"/ngaku

my job : arranging the "suuku" at the side of the plate and ~~throwing~~ putting into the oil..

fryfryfry....

yum~

11th Jan 2009
went to kl with parents and 2nd sis to drop her in Millenium Court..
she needs to return to her school life
(and i will have the BED for myself again!! :x)
the whole journey, im 80% in my dreamland and 20% in reality..
i couldnt be more happy when i reached my lovely house
and landed on my beloved bed..^^
doze off and woke up around 9 sumthing at night..
bath, grab something to eat and onlinee tillll now..

leading an unhealthy lifestyle but loving it..

2009-01-01T03:46:00.007+08:00

Happy New Year 2009!!
the year of Ox~

year 2008 has ended!
well..what should i say?!
2008 is full of memories...
good and bad but its all over now.
a new start on a new year~

before that..the last day of 2008, 31st december, is spent with
lobhie, weiwen, yoongie, jade, rusheni and sageena!
(veen is in ns..wonder how she spent her last day of 2008! *sigh*)
we went to jusco around 12pm but..
our dear lobhie didnt arrive till 1-2sumthing cuz of no transport! hmph.
me and weiwen ended up eating in black canyon~
met mr tham with his family and pn tan.
after that met up with others in arcade and went for a movie.
we watched Bedtime Stories!

it was okok..i find it quite boring?!
or maybe cuz im sleepy? >.<
there are certain parts that are funny and i like Bugsy, the guinea pig!
(cute but the eyes are so fake :x)
after that, jalan jalan lepak lepak..just to find lobhie a new pencilbox!
we got separated on the mission which left lobhie, weiwen and me..
after buying, we wanted to look at shoes but gave up and went to starbucks instead!
sat there while waiting for my mum and weiwen's..
went back at 6.30.

the silly girl who is......

leaving us TOMORROW to KL! T_T
gonna miss you after sitting with you in class for 3 whole years!

and the poser ms. su weiwen! ^^

at night, as usual online~
did i countdown?!
the answer is....NO!
my dad was not around
my mom was sleeping
my 1st sis was not back yet
my 2nd sis was taking a "nap"
left me with my beloved computer, onlining :)
weiwen wished me directly 12am! wooot..
but the most surprising..the first person to wish me is MR THAM!!
yea, haha..he was msging and asking me something on the first day of ns first batch
and he wished me NEW YEAR 2009! he sure is fast..LOL

i chatted with a dong bang's fan from china.
she sure made my day and my new year better! (:

the conver looked silly but yea, i treasure it for that ONE sentence!
its a long story how we came to talk till she type that sentence
and she added the "i love you"..
i did not expect it
say im crazy or anything but..
it really make me go breathless for a moment after reading it
moreover with her username ♥
*imagination kicks in* (:

hoping for a hopeful and a new start in everything

the day before veen left us (me)

2008-12-31T02:25:00.010+08:00

the title sounds too emo..no? ^^"
well, i couldnt wake up that day and by the time i reached lobhie's hse is around 10 sumthing!
sorry lobhie!
once we reached sunway..food comes first! (:

my ' i love u lemonade' ww's ' i miss you lemonade'
(which i persuaded her to order ^^)

lobhie & veen's 'angel face'

after that..went to buy what veen needed for ns.
and watch a movie!
planned to watch something funny but god wouldnt let us..
so we have no choice but to watch iP MAN! XD
well, we didnt know we were wrong the way we pronounce the title till we watch the movie..
one word...NICE!
no regrets watching it..

after that..weiwen went back.
lobhie, veen and me went to starbuck..
(for lepak and talk purpose)
i didnt notice veen took our pics..

both of us sms-ing?..LOL

pics credits : veen+me

i couldnt sleep early every night now..
i can only sleep when the sun rises.
yesterday was worse..i began to feel sleepy around 6 sumthing and then i watched something i didnt expect and shouldnt..
its...
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not something dirty if u r thinking tat.
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u shud stop reading if u dont like dbsk..
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haha..yea, its THEM!
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wohoo..spot jae's tattoo <3

credit: 훠우훠우 @ DNBN

whats more..dong bang's performances in gayo daejun!
i cant believe that they strip (not entirely) by the end of the performance
and they sang "under my SKIN" which the ministry forbid..saying that its not appropriate for teenagers! BLAH..
since then they sang "under my SKY" but
"under my SKIN" is BACK at last in this performance!!
and what micky said in the performance,
"are you guys ready? this is what im talking about! so now what? you guys trying to teach us? HELL NO YEAH!"
i guess they're standing up against the censorship!
i got so hyper watching junsu's piano battle,
yunho's sexy dance battle and
their wrong number + mirotic performances
that all my sleepiness is GONE! aissshhh! >.<
its their best performance...and now they are in japan
i wonder when they will be back in korea again *sigh*
in the end, my mum woke up and well, i got some nagging
after that swept the floor
and slept around 10sumthing in the morning
crazy but im loving the nights~

loving bolero song..

2008-12-26T00:01:00.022+08:00

christmas is over~ why cant christmas be longer?
i LOVE christmas!
altho im a pure chinese~

so...here's a few pic of the bday ~~boy~~ man!
*drumrollsss*
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almost done eating...

the self-proclaimed handsome man!

and this year christmas, didnt get to go out with my friends
but i became the pengasas for tew family to celebrate it
by exchanging presents..(except parents)
and our budget for each person is rm20..
we even set up christmas tree which i bought to decorate the children's ward last year for guides.. :)

the christmas tree and presents! (altho i dun contribute much in decorating this year :x)

my dad and the present we sisters gave him! yeap..toothpicks!! cuz he always needed one after his meal..he was quite expressionless. but when we ask him to pose, he was like acting angry and saying to the camera "WHAT IS THIS HUH..WHAT IS THIS!!" XD

and since our mom is a green finger..we gave her plants seeds! we bought a few types of seeds and put into small bottles. she was laughing all the way and said us crazy coz she already has them..
but the main purpose for us giving our parents presents is to make them laugh!
i guess we did it ^^
(except my dad who is quite expressionless ;p)

my 1st sis who got a long pig pillow from my second sis and a pig massager from me~
everything is pig for her cuz she's born in pig year and looks like a pig!! kakaka
(she gonna kill me when she read this T__T)

the aroma therapy thing is from my 1st sis to my 2nd sis and i bought a death note L watch for her.. (my 2nd sis did not take a pic with her presents =.=)

my presents! <3

from my 1st sis..dong bang's 23rd single Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattandarou!
and a 4th album's poster which she asked from the shop!
and i thought she bought it!!! =.=
she just know i cant resist anything bout dbsk~ ^^"

from my 2nd sis..i got a dolphin doll and a dolphin hp hanging decor.
i got 2 presents for her cuz she obey the budget rule. lolz..
and she noes i like dolphin cuz dolphin represents someone.. (;

and lastly...a pic of me with all the presents...

i look like i have 2 horns =.=''

looking forward to the next christmas <3

2008-12-25T17:52:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

i hope everyone had fun this christmas.. :)
which so far, im not..woke up by my sis telling me my facebook acc is nowhere to be found
and the most important thing, my pet (pet society), boo is GONE!
*angry* sent an email to the facebook admin and all i can do now is just wait..
i miss my boo!! T___T

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my DAD!
based on chinese calender, his bday falls on christmas day this year~
may health and happiness with him always
oh, and also wealth which he hopes everyday! >.<

will be going out dinner to celebrate his bday later~

*moaning for my beloved boo*

2008-12-22T05:22:00.004+08:00

tang yuen festival just over..
this year falls on 21st Dec (every year is on 22nd Dec)..reason? not sure y..
but this year, my family did something different
our tang yuen has crushed peanuts+sugar in it!
its not as good as the ones i ate in kl with black sesame but overall..
not bad laaaa...

it's huge and it would taste better with more peanuts.. ;)

december is coming to an end..
christmas will be next thursday and 28th is next sunday
as for my ns..i sent a college offer letter to the ns ppl.
did not receive a reply and will not be going
unless the ns ppl ask me again..
i cant believe veen is going afterall..gonna seriously miss her!

i couldnt really accept the fact that highschool is over
and getting to know who is going where and where to study next year..
im gonna miss my friends and everything that happens in cbm/the class.
altho friendship is hard to keep when there's distance and time and others,
i still believe that it can be done if we cherish one another..
*hoping the best for everyone*

time will tell..